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| skittlicious (profile) wrote, on 12-8-2003 at 9:29pm | |
| Current mood: so fucking pissed and annoyed Music: linkin park // nobody's listening Subject: I can't feel the way I did before, Don't turn your back on me, I won't be ignored. |
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| Today was an ok day, and then this afternoon was delightful, paige came over, picked me up, we picked up Lauren, and went to my work, than to the reptile store, and than to subway! yummy! I went back to Lauren's for a little bit, and we chatted, and then I kind of hit her with this rubberband thing, in the face. I'm sorry LA! <3. I got home, and my mom still wasnt home, eddie was laying on the couch, he's sick. It's weird, he's back? what? when did this happen? I dont get them, my mom told him to leave cause she didn't like him coming and going, and now he's what, oh that's right, coming and going. And as much as I love him, the past month or so without him, has been wonderful for me and my mom, she didnt care what I did, and she let me have freedom, and we were civil to each other. Now she's a bitch, I'm a bitch, and all she cares about is Eddie. Did I tell you one night, she forgot to bring me home my dinner? I had a headache, and didnt go out to eat with them, I asked her to bring me back soemthing from the restaurant, and she said, sure not a problem. So I didnt eat anything, waiting for my food, adn yeah, she forgot it. and saturday night, she told me I couldnt come home, I had to go to my dads, yeah, um..whatever. I'm sick of her. I listen to everyone else talk about hwo they get to get away and go to college, not me, I'm stuck in Florida, I would do anything to get out of my house. I wish I was Heather at this point, and didn't have to deal with my parents, and I could live with my best friend, god dammit. I envy so many people around me, and look so down upon my life, but it can't be that bad, I mean I know there is worse, but I feel things are only giong down that road, worse. We'll wait and see, but if things dont change, Im not going to stay here, any takers for a Mandy moving in? Try to give you warning But everyone ignores me [Told you everything loud and clear] But nobody's listening Call to you so clearly But you don't want to hear me [told you everything loud and clear] But nobody's listening I got a Heart full of pan Head full of stress handful of anger held in my chest <3mandyy |
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thesirenchaser | <333, 12-09-03 9:15am I love Mandy Dowd!!! |
skittlicious | Re: <333, 12-10-03 7:08am love you too ;] |
| Anonymous | 12-09-03 5:35pm a mandy in my house would be the perfect touch!
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skittlicious | Re:, 12-10-03 7:08am aww, thanks...who are you? I'll pack my bags today.
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