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SeraphimRhapsody (profile) wrote,
on 12-10-2003 at 12:40am
Current mood: crying.. if I felt like letting the rivers flow
Music: the lost song on the oldest cd
Subject: picking up the shattered pieces
Shattered fragments of the days gone by reveal only those left most intact. I forget things easily nowadays. Emotons, feelings, and other rememberings of the day:

Spanish until we get to school
Dad took us.
Won my first bet- against Richard
$1 for me!
Help from Danny
Math at a distance
Spanish test..
Taking test..
Moving on to part 2: Album
Doing Album...
'Kristen, stop right there and you can do your presentation.'
'We're... taking a test.'
'I put myself down as the third person for a reason......'
'You can go now, come on.'
Scrambled and mumbled and shaking.
Breast Cancer with only girls
Reviewing chem all class
Lunch lady searched special for the last sandwich left
Helping a friend all lunch
She's not worthless
Good at lots of stuff
Chem test to be easy
Chem test impossible
Dazed and blanking
Some say easy
Some say hard
As always
Run home
Get ready
Face burns, stupid dry skin
Can't find anything to wear
Take time to look nice.. no one really cares though.
Pop new CD into car radio
5:20
Stupid Lerner kept basses locked in room and yells at us
Against marching.. kids outside simply a bit late
Only kids.
Out of place
Chat with Leah about injustice
Story of Lerner and someone's dad
I'd be happy.. some people scared
'Symphonic sounds like beginner.. they're better than that.'
Chimes won't play when hit
Solo during Lerner's speech
'Don't get any ideas.'
'I already got my class switched.'
Stunned as hope drains
Intense sadness.. why? Many reasons.
Lost opportunities.
Missed parts in Sleigh Ride
Dances with Leah
Overwhelmed and grief stricken
Magda being nice, knew she was
Special invitation.. I'm special..
Hard drive home
Speeding
Passing accident.. death? Interesting..
Telling story
'Pushed' mom
Leave me alone then
Kay
Blaring music
Unnerving calm
Helping


sillygrl4256
Status: 1 Month
I said- YA PATHULA! WELL, IM GONNA GO REQUEST U GUYS AND PLAY SOME GAMES SO I CAN EARN THINGS! BIBI! U GUYS BE PROUD! U MADE A GOOD INFLUENCE ON A LIL KID TODAY! - and a merry christmas to ya!


Who would've expected? I calmed an entire chat. Got them to exchange apologies. Continued peaceful chat between once warring groups. Taught a little kid something.

The night draws close. Sleep beckons but knows it is not near me.


With love..
~*~

QotD
Have you ever listened to a CD you haven't listened to in a long time, then find a song you've forgotten about that meant a lot to you and has always been only on that CD? Which song?



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Beagle147

12-10-03 8:32pm

Sadly, I understood about 95% of that. o.0

Dances with Leah
Yay!! The white girl dance!

QotD: Not really a song that means a lot to me...not many songs really hit me like that. A few dave songs, but I listen to them constantly, so that doesnt count. I did, however find an LFO cd recently. I was like wow...LFO...they're great for like..2 songs. Then you get sick of them. Fairly original style though, sort of. Refreshing during the boy band era. I guess. Anyways.. I used to like them. I guess they weren't hot enough to last. Or people realized that they were singing the same song on every track. But then again, who wasn't at that time? Ah, middle school...

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Anonymous

0_0!, 12-10-03 10:58pm

Wow! Never found anyone else that used my ensignia, 'SeraphimRhapsodies'. I googled it and this was in the list! ha. Neat.

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DragonSpeaker

12-10-03 11:18pm

I didn't understand as much as Lauren, but fragmented thoughts are something we experience too much lately. Need... sleep...

As for the song... I guess the prime example for me would be "Reunion" from the Benoit-Freeman Project CD my mom has... jazzy stuff. It's a song from when I was a lot younger, so it brings back a lot of different memories of car trips and vivid imaginings that I wish I could capture and show the world. That's not the only song though, there is another one that has no name... I made it up on piano when my keyboard still worked. There was a song in a movie or commercial or something that sounded a lot like it recently. Brought back a flood of memory. Ah, you gotta love how environmental cues can help your retrieval from long-term memory to your short-term/working memory as described in the Atkinson-Shiffrin model of the memory... *trails off into IB exam essay* Haha, it's 11 and I'm overtired. Forgive me? ^^;

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SeraphimRhapsody

Re:, 12-10-03 11:34pm

*Pokes you repeatedly* NO! Evil IB speaker!!

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