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| sendmemoney (profile) wrote, on 11-6-2002 at 8:23pm | |
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| he kisses with too much tongue. he could never kiss like you, but he is somebody to kiss. i always start missing you when i start seeing mistletoes ... or every time i kiss somebody. remember those nights on your couch, with the movie illuminating our profiles, even though we weren’t watching the movie ? our conversations intertwined with kisses, and you said “I’ve never had a whole conversation while kissing somebody before.” i hadn’t either. and i never will, because that represents you in my head, and i could never replace you. i keep trying and trying and for a day or two i think i may have succeeded, but you walk into the room with your spiky hair and soft lips and my heart stops beating until we lock eyes and you break the spell first. you always break the spell first, because it is not a spell for you. it is just another girl that cares more for you than you will ever know, or respond to. what would you do if i grabbed your hand one day ? if i actually could come up to you take you back to that couch where you reminded me what you owed me and kissed me more gently and more passionately that i had ever been kissed ? holding hands with you was natural. we fit them together perfectly. we fit together perfectly. so the next time i go to the pier, i will throw my penny in and make my wish and hope you are doing the same on the other side, and i’ll linger a minute longer than i should, waiting to see if you emerge from the shadows. and i know you won’t because you never do. and i’ll keep trying anyway, and when that doesn’t work, i’ll try to hold your eyes and you’ll know what i am trying to say. but you’ll look away because you know that tortured look in my eyes all too well and you’ll keep walking and take somebody else’s hand, and i’ll notice how she can’t even hold your hand right. i know you deserve much better than that. even though our hands fit together right, i know that you deserve better than me too. and i’ll never be able to take your hand again. (...i didn't want it to mean that much to me...) |
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| Anonymous | still sticking to my word.., 11-06-02 9:02pm WunderBrat [8:58 PM]: haha . one word. susan.
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lastangelspoken | 11-06-02 10:09pm amazing , i read it twice and i loved it even more the second time :) |
| Anonymous | 11-27-02 1:08pm :: TEAR ::
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