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mle (profile) wrote,
on 11-7-2002 at 10:06pm
Current mood: tired. kinda stressed. kinda guilty (about pom)
Music: boy sets fire - loser of the year award
Subject:
if you read this entry, you know too much
i will have to kill you


so i am a prime example of what you would call a "full fledged eating disorder". yup. im head over heels in it.
im completely used to the sore throats, headaches, exhaustion and dizziness. but ill never get used to the mesmerizing effect it places on me. but its not enough. i keep pushing myself. once i quit pom/dance, i can fully devote myself. fuck you. i dont need any of you. i only need myself.

im kinda losing it. but at this point, im willing to do anything and everything.

mle
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riot.girl

uhm.., 11-08-02 2:48am

so, i read the entry.. are u gonna full-fill my dreams n kill me? damn it.. didnt think so. newayz, hope ur alright n everythings cool with u. im not gonna say "ahh dont do that" blah blah its ur life ur body whatever.. do what u want with it. besta luck to ya. im out lata! Jejuan.

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