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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 12-11-2003 at 8:14pm | |
| Current mood: irritated Subject: errggg... |
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Well, One more day. Unfortunatly my moms making me babysit tomorrow without my consent ofcourse. Bitch. Atleast I'll get money to buy some presents for people. I hate babysitting god damnit . Thanks alot for ruining my Friday night, I know you don't give a shit about me. Everyone socialized in the living room while I slept/sat in the dark in my room by myself. Having to sit in my room being able to hear my mom talk about me. Does she think I can't hear her? Then theres Ashley with the whole "MOMMY LOOK AT WHAT I DID! I GOT A'S ON MY PROGRESS REPORT!" its always like that..always.."LOOK AT WHAT I DID" "LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" what the hell is she trying to prove? That shes not a dumbass? I don't even care if she reads this or not. I'm past the point of even caring. I have A's. You don't see me saying anything about them do you? Oh, and ofcourse Ashley always gets a good job. I get a "you can do better". Well i can "get better parents" too if I wanted to but I can't can I? Go to hell. You know not one word was said to me by my mom. Shes been bitching for over 7 hours about how work is so difficult. No matter if it wasnt difficult or not she's always bitching. She never and I mean never has anything nice to say about anyone. Not even her own kids. Not even to her own kids faces. I have so much resentment for her I'm never going to try to look past it. It goes downhill from here...I dont want her acceptance. I dont want her attention. Not anymore. I could care less. How could she be so blind. My own mother... How can you not see how I am...how I've been effected.... I want her to feel the pain that I do. I want that more than anything in my life... Well, almost more than anything.. |
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intensify | 12-12-03 3:15pm I know.. how you feel..
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Anonymous | Re:, 12-13-03 8:02pm I know that u (intensify) say that u have some bad things in your life, which u prolly do. But I am pretty sure that amy does not need u tellin her somethin like atleast her mom does somethin that ur mom doesn't. Your basically telling her that u have got it worse, and that u are trying to compete for who has got it worse. I've got a question, why would u do that? |
| intensify | Re: Re:, 12-15-03 8:11pm That's not what I was getting at. Fuck you. Amy understands and that's all that matters. Stay the fuck out of our lives. |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re:, 12-22-03 2:56pm ok, u don't need to be droppin the "f" bomb. If that's not what u were getting at, then what were u getting at? I don't know of anyone that puts in their comments talking about their problems when their friend is obviously having problems also. She does NOT need to hear about urs. It will just make her feel worse. And yes u did basically tell her that ur problems were worse. U need to learn how not to do that, and just to give someone good advice and not just sit there and the only thing u tell them is that u went through the same thing.
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