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| andi (profile) wrote, on 12-11-2003 at 8:12pm | |
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| I feel like I wanna give. Give money to the poor, give expensive presents to all, help out my ma around the house a lot more. It's all strange to me; this feeling. You see, I am a selfish person most times. I may not show it on somethings, but it's there tearing me away and wanting to be an evil selfish brat that I can be. I believe that I wanna help my mom out soo much more is b/c I know how she feels now. I REALLY know. I've been busy, very busy w/ school and at home w/ HW. After I'm done I wanna go to bed but I can't b/c there is still more to do around the house. No one will help or have the willing to. They're lazy and just wanna do what they want not what they need to do. I feel like I have to do it all and it's too exhausting for me. That's what my mom has been saying all these years! She can't do it alone. I fully understand now. It's great but it sux! I don't wanna know how it feels. You know feeling like you can't accomplish the things that are most imprtant and having it all on your mind day and night, night and day, never resting. OK another thing..BL wont let me be! I broke up w/ him 2 times and he calls saying I have decided and we will still be together. there I got sucked into it. I can't say no to the booger. It sux! I don't wanna be w/ him but then I do. W/e. I, myself have think it is best for us to not to be together, but he doesn't understand nor listen to me. Grrrr!!!!! - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | - | Here's what I found in my drawer::: Did you ever wonder what the "candy cane" is red and white, and shaped like a cane? Few people know that it was designed by a candy maker in Indiana. He began w/ a stick of pure white, hard candy. White to symbolize the Virgin birth and the sinless nature of Jesus. Hard, to symbolize the Solid Rock, the foundation of the Church & firmness of the promises of God. The candymaker then formed it into a "J" to represent the preciousname of Jesus, who came to earth as our Savior. It could also represnt the staff of the "Good Sheperd" with which He reaches down into the ditches of the world to lift out the fallen lambs who, like all of us sheep, have gone astray. Thinking that the candy was somewhat plain, the candy maker strained it w/ red stripes. He used 3 small stripes to show the stripes of the scourging Jesus received, by which we are healed. The large red stripe was for the blood shed by Jesus on the cross so that we could have the gift of Eternal Life, which is for all who believe. The original meaning is still there and I pray that through the symbol of the "Candy Cane" the wonder of Jesus and His great love for us will be seen by all those who have "eyes to see and ears to hear". AndI |
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yellowchicki | 12-12-03 4:51pm Hey!! Aww, thats kinda cool that you know how your mom feels, but then it does kinda sux!! What is with you and BL?? I don't get it. I asked him today and he said he would call me and tell me. I did not know that about the candy cane thats really cool. I told my Mom and she was like I always wondered Hehe!! Well, Byez!! Mwaz!! |
| Gimpy | OMG, 12-13-03 12:37am LoL Holie ish cabuddal I was told that about the candy cane thing a while back and after the person told me about it they where Like yeah so now when you are craving you Christmas sweets such as a Candy Cane remember that. Think of the red as being the blood of Jesus and the solidness of it the something!!!.....!!!! Thats weird I was like Ummm yah ok then. But the person I think well was a guy and I'm sure he said it somewhat nicer, but I seriously remember that casue I was like HOoLie crap I'm never gonna have another Candy Cane w/o thinking of that, buttt I had no prob. Lol well hope everything with you and BL works out in the end.. And don't give in if you feel it's not right even he is HIM (if you get what I'm mean )
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andi | Re: OMG, 12-13-03 4:17pm thanks. |