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| mudpiegrl (profile) wrote, on 12-12-2003 at 1:04am | |
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| i went to the orchestra concert tnt. it snowed woo! i wanna know if milton has returned yet. um...i want it to snow here...what else is new. it snowed the other day but im talking a good foot...at least enough to cover the ground! um...i talked to sandy about this, but neil is always talking about goli (ooh cookies done!) and its starting to get to me...like every story he tells is either about her or includes her in some way. i suppose it wouldnt be as big if he spent time with her outside of school because thats like talking about spencer, who he spends alot of time with...of course spencers a guy...but i trust that goli isnt doing anything. i guess am just scared. girlfriend shit. but yea. it was really bugging me tnt because im finally thinking...i think am starting to kind of love him...like its different. hes not just neil. its...different. and i sort of let myself before...but i forgot why i stopped allowing myself. so im back off track ama have to wait to trust more...but i told him (yay jorie!) and hes like i didnt notice...am like sandy can notice too! hes like oh. im sorry. am like tis okie...i dont mind you hanging out with her, but if shes on your mind so much. and i know that doesnt necessarily mean anything, because i was like that forever with (sry jen) edy and trix (jackie?) always made fun of me..."you like him la de da de da da" ::blows raspberry:: ::sigh:: i dont know...am just protective? i told him its like a dog. he pees on a fire hydrent or tree to protect his territory...cept im not a dog, so i wont pee on you. :) lol. so i baked cookies jen...am bringing you one for breakfast. i dont see anyone else so youre all S.O.L. (Short On Luck) no cookies for you! | |
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barbedvelvet | 12-12-03 8:58pm i know i talked to you in school today...and i honestly have never been in this situation before. i know it's not a big deal and it's all going to work out, but i can't help feeling so guilty. i've been so stressed out recently that i feel as if the only problems must exist in my academic life, not social...i love jorie and i love neil but never in any way to harm your relationship; the two of you bring tears to my eyes because you're so comfortable together and enjoy hanging out and i love that. i look to you guys to someday have a similar relationship |
goose | Re:, 12-13-03 11:42pm Jorie call me, u know my number... we'll talk...yeah. k? |