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| drowning-in-you (profile) wrote, on 12-12-2003 at 2:00pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: thinking of "my immortal" from evanescence Subject: the tears that would never fade from within |
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| well if you haven't noticed joey & i have been fighting & we've been keeping it updated on the journals too...which is something i kinda hate but whatever...anyways, sometimes it seems like it's getting better, but i'm afraid they never will...things keep coming up & it doesn't help when he's got insecurities bout me...i just wish he'd come up to me & say something bout it...it makes me feel like i'm not important enough or he thinks of me as a lier...i hate also to have the thought that everyone is keeping me in check for his sake...sometimes i feel like i can't be myself anymore...i've acted like a bitch all this week & i hate it so much...after we got in our fight the other day i debated on something that i'm still debating on even now...no no no, it's not breaking up, but it's something that i have to make a great desicion on...i think i was just more disapointed this week because i was so wanting badly to get married this weekend with all my friends there...& this fight comes along & he bummed me out when he said we should wait til next year... :( ...ok...i guess we can... :'( & what sux is that no matter how hard i try to cry, i can't... |
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| Anonymous | 12-12-03 10:54pm well, that sucks, i hope you can get what you want, soon, and hey if doesnt happen, well then maybe its not meant to be.
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