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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 12-13-2003 at 6:20pm
Current mood: melancholy
Music: Switchfoot - Meant to live
Subject: Im going under... falling forever...
Im unsure what to write about... and I'm sure you dont care.

I want to get my lip pierced... possible? No..

hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me, did I grow up according to plan?


psh... fuck you, "DAD" is thats what your title is supposed to be to me...

I am slowly pulling away from everyone that expects me to be someone im not... I am glad, until they "sit me down, for a talk"... the whole "Now, Amber..." thing with a long speech about how they think we should be close...

Fuck You... I dont want to be close to you.. you are all fucking failures living a fake life... and that, now is what I am doing... Grow up with no one knowing... live with no one knowing... the truth..

No.. I..*sigh* will just stay with my few friends, my darkness, and my anti-social life... It accually... halfway works... Its fairly simple.. everyone involved in it, I believe, I can trust.. and I can be...myself without hiding.

So fuck all you want me to be... because you are who made me not want what you want. I want nothing to do with you, or anything related. Not one god damn thing.

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me
It’s all blown up. Don’t even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all

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lady-raven-2005

12-15-03 12:51pm

fuck them, i like ya just the way you are.

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