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| wierdo (profile) wrote, on 12-14-2003 at 4:57pm | |
| Current mood: blah Music: Green Day Subject: my thoughts and stuff about my life and how i feel |
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| Ok, since i am really bored, i think i'll do a little list thing just like Stacy did, cause i look up to Stacy! lol -winter has its advantages and disadvantages. -summer is the best time of the year. -friends are complicated. -my friends mean alot to me. -my favorite bands are Good Charlott and Nickelback. -i hate math, i have no use for it in the future. -i dont like when people assume things, unless they assume a proven fact. -i dont like people who think t hey are better than everybody else. -i hate back stabbers. -personality is a big issue to me. have to have a good personality. -i dont really like my personality. it gets me in trouble. -i think i'm an ok person, but i could be better. -i want people to accept me for who i am. -i wish i could please everybody. -i wish i could stop joking around so much, but its a habbit i can't get rid of, but i'm working on it. -i want people to know what i know. -i want people to know how i feel about everything and everybody. -i wish life was easy. -i love texas. -i miss my mom, she lives in texas. -i wish it was easy to move out. -food is my friend. -my friend is food. -i love eating tacos. -my favorite sport is baseball. -2nd favorite sport is golf. -i'm usually happy, every once in a while i get to a sad or depressed stage. -i know i'm not that good looking, not the best personality, not the best person period, but hey i try. -i can always count on stacy and dustin to make me laugh. i can always count on being able to trust erika. i can talk to her about anything i want and i know she will listen and care. She's the one to go to if i have a problem of any sort. i can count on becky to always listen to what i have to say, no matter what it is. I can always count on all my friends period to be here for me no matter what. -stacy will always be the funny one. -dustin will always the the other funny one, but alot more outgoing than stacy. -stacy and dustin are always both happy, if they are sad they never show it. they always find the good in something, either to laugh at or make fun of. -erika would be the more layed back friend. she has the most unique personality out of everybody. she might not try and find the good out of everything like dustin and stacy, but she does do what she thinks is best for anything, no matter what it is, bad or good, and that takes guts. i always find the good in her and know what she is capable of. she would be the most amazing person i've ever met. -dustin and stacy would be the most amazingly funniest people i've ever met lol . -movies are the best. -playing pool is fun. especially when me and dustin kicked erika and stacy's ass a while ago. -i dont care what anybody says.......girls are better friends than guys. -guy friends are the people you go out and hang with to have fun and get into trouble. -girls are the ones that you go to talk to. they listen and understand what you are saying. but at the same time they expect the same thing in return from you. which isnt a big deal to me cause i like to listen to problems and help as much as needed. -i am someone you can easily talk to. -erika is the best person i've ever known. -my real mom is right there behind erika, only i dont know my mom very well cause i only see her 2 weeks out of every summer, out of every year. -i dont have a girlfriend right now. -most recent one was erika childs. -i dont know if i will have one soon. -a friendship should come before a relationship. -but still be able to maintain the friendship if the relationship falls. -i like people. -but only in love with 1 person. -i hate hurting people's feelings. only cause i care about others and i know i wouldn't want my feelings hurt either, so why do it to other people. i dont try to t hough. -i'm really slow minded. -i want to play volleyball in a sand court. its fun. -i want to go to the zoo. -i want a pet monkey. -i hate listening to people talk about how perverted they are and how all they want is a piece of ass from a girl. -i never want to disrespect a girl. -to me they are fragile. -you must respect them. -the looks of a girl arent the biggest thing for me. personality is the biggest thing. -you need to find reasons to be with a girl. not just cause they are easy and a for sure sex toy. you must find something about them that sparks your mind, like personality. -most guys are assholes. -i'm glad guys dont have pms. all though some guys seem like t hey do. -i can be an emotional person. -i dont keep my feelings inside me. -once again.....i'm still in love, and have been for the longest time now. -texas chainsaw massacure is one of the best movies ever. -i love newyears eve. -the superbowl is fun. -i want to be rich. -i want a good career and a nice house i can support a family in. -i'm sorry for always asking so many questions and jumping to conclusions. -i'm happier with the person i am now than the person i used to be almost exactly a year ago. -i've gotten into church, which is a good thing. i like it. -i like to hang out with my friends and just do normal stuff. not have to worry about anything. -lately i've worried about alot and thought about alot and still confused on what to do or say. -i want to tell her how i feel, but she knows how i feel already, so it would be nothing new. -i hate making her mad all the time and giving her reasons to be angry with me. -she's the last person in the world who i would want to hurt her feelings. i dont want to hurt her feelings. -but.....even with all the confusion and everything.....i'm glad we're friends right now. -i would rather have you as a friend than a nothing and not in my life at all. :) Ok, well this was fun. Sorry if i bored any of you with this. If anybody even read it at all. - |
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fadingfallenstar | 12-14-03 6:41pm i wish i could stop joking around so much, but its a habbit i can't get rid of, but i'm working on it
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wierdo | Re:, 12-14-03 6:51pm I know humor is a great quality. But i can get carried away with things i joke around about. And i know it annoys certain people when i do it too much. I've learned that i need to be more mellow and layed back. But i'm still gonna joke around here and there, but i just dont want to as much.
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brokenmentality | 12-15-03 5:21pm Yeah, i'd rather have you as a friend then nothing at all too.......
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wierdo | Re:, 12-15-03 6:00pm I want to make everything as easy as possible.
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