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| skittlicious (profile) wrote, on 12-14-2003 at 9:57pm | |
| Current mood: soo confused Music: alien ant farm // glow Subject: I should have knocked on wood or something.. |
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| Ugh, I've been in such a good mood, all weekend, and then i write about it and what happens, everything goes wrong! I slept at Lauren's last night, and I got there at 11, thinking me, her and danielle were going out, man was i wrong..cause once again, danielle is a sell out :-(. So we slept, woke up this morning, and went to breakfast with Brian's parents, Michael and Tamara, they are amazing. I had fun, thanks La. I got home at 3:30..did nothing but get into more fights with Jackie, I dont get what's going on btwn us, but I just feel like things are getting worse? It's weird.. I left for work at 4:30, and got there, and met the new girl Brittany, she's cool, just loud. That weird kid Josh ws there again, I think he's in love with Samantha ;] but he kept bugging the shit out of me, so I made mike make him do things, I wanted to kill the kid! I left work at 8:15, after cleaning by myself, which was fine, and went to go find Lauren to cheer her up. She was all virgin mary like, cute. <3 haha. I talked to her for a bit, but I was scared of the people seeing me, so I fled the scene, and said goodbye to the llama, which I'm going to adopt. I got home, talked with my mom, she told me no plans for tomorrow, there goes my movie plans, and we're gonna get our xmas tree. I dont know, I just need to take my mind of things right now. I feel so confused with so much, but one thing that's really getting me is religion...I think, that I mentally need something to believe in, and I dont even know where to begin. I have no knowledge of any kind of religion, judiaism which is mine, or even christianity, anything. I want to learn, I need something like that in my life...someone help me? x to the o. p.s. Lauren, I know that your hurting, and that things right now aren't the best they can be, but i think a break is what is needed. And maybe, after this break you two will realize how much you need each other, or maybe you'll realize that you two have just grown apart from each other. I love you, and I'm here if you need to talk, but everything happens for a reason, everything will come out in the end. xoxo. |
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imseeinstars | 12-14-03 10:45pm Mandy, thanks sweetheart. you have no idea how great youve been these past few days. Seriosuly, the little things that you do, do make a difference. and you have no idea how much you stopping by tonight meant to me. just as i was feeling like ive been abandonded by everyone, you showed up. Everyone was like....look the virgin mary has tears....i was trying so hard not to cry tonight. thanks babe. and if ya wanna talk about religion...i can speak strongly on behalf of christianity...call and we'll talk |
| gabbagabbaman | Re:, 12-15-03 1:07pm no no no. mandy if you wanna know about religion don't ask lauren. shes biased so bad idea. ill have no converts on my watch. |
sillyjenny | 12-15-03 5:01pm I love you.
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| Anonymous | 12-16-03 4:09pm hey tell lauren to give up on that shitface of a boyfriend she has he is an asshole and that fuck deserves to be alone with his piercings |
skittlicious | Re:, 12-16-03 4:31pm hey, why dont you grow some balls and say your name? jackass.. |
| imseeinstars | ummm?, 12-16-03 10:03pm Ummm ya? im really curious as to who said that. its quite intriguing...post on mine if youd like to say something |