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jedibumblebee (profile) wrote,
on 3-28-2002 at 10:22pm
Current mood: thirsty
Music: Sheryl Crow ...and Counting Crows- Pale Blue Eyes
Subject: sometimes you make me happy....sometimes you make me sad...sometimes you make me happy....oh, but mostly you just make me mad...
...Linger on your pale blue eyes...

I can't help but always think of the past rather than the future. I feel like my emotions are dulled. I just can't feel like I used to.

...Thought of you as everything I've had but couldn't keep...

I'm always wanting more and hating myself for past mistakes. I never follow anything through the way I'd like, or the way I plan.

...If I could make the world as pure and strange as what I see...

Why does no one ever see my point of view? I can't be the only one with my opinions. I didn't think I was alone. But maybe I am.

...Skip a life completely stuff it in a cup...

Someone told me yesterday that I need to learn to dream again. I am trying, and I am failing... I don't want to give that up, but I fear that I might. It's too late for dreaming I think.

...It was good what we did yesterday and I'd do it once again...

I'd love to go back to my life when I had dreams. No responsibility, no reasoning, no rationality. Just my dreams. No conflicts, or competition, or confusion. The life of sweet simplicity I had and lost so long ago.

...Linger on your pale blue eyes...
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Anonymous

03-29-02 12:49am

You can never fail to dream, it may take some time, but it will come. Someone else does understand your opinions. He's also the one that told you to dream.

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Anonymous

think hard enough...and you will figure out who this is..., 04-02-02 1:23am

If I had asked you on a date, what would you have said?

dreams are only the beginning...

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