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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 12-16-2003 at 10:50pm | |
| fucking hell, I'm glad I copied some of what I typed, fucking hell it did it again, DElETEd what I wrote!!! Went to my sisters house today. I had told Kyle and Laura and Brittney that I would go to the basketball game tonight, since it was a home game and I always go to homegames, but my sister called and wanted me to come over and bake and decorate christmas cookies with her. So, I thought about it and I really didn't want to spend 2 dollars and tomorrow is a scrimmage that's free and then on the somethingth we are going to play my old school and my dad is taking me to that game so I called up Laura and told her I wasn't going and went to my sis's. Got there and Kylee was asleep. Me and sis started on the cookies. We baked them and when Kylee woke up man was she fussy. My sis didn't seem.... happy. She said that Kylee had been fussy all day, and I see how that could wear someone out, but it was something else. Matt, her husband, is like.. always there, with her. I guess he doesn't ... trust her. I don't know, he's a fucking fat lazy ass, I guess he knows he can't to better than my sister and doesn't want to loose her. Damn he acts like such a kid. Always tring to steal the change my sister has. Like she'll give him a 10 to go get some food and he'll have like 6 dollars left and he'll say he doesn't have any left over and my sis knows and makes him give it back. It's not a joke, not funny, just fucking reality and fucking stupid as fucking hell. I can't believe she would marry some shit head like him. Ah, but anyway, ... it was weird. We would just be decortating with Kylee fussying or being good and happy and she (my sis) would just... look off to nothing, with just such a blank expression. She ate soup and was sitting on the couch while I sat next to her and Kylee in her own highchair thing, and sis has to eat it using the table next to the couch, and she was just facing the soup, not watching the movie. Her, expression.... was sad... so sad... it was aweful. I asked her what she was doing, she said just eating soup. Her voice was cheerful, so deceitful. Fuckign hell that's all I copied, ok well anyway I had a fun time. Dad got there and kylee was scared of him. Poor dad, her o'pa. ok I'm rping and I'm just not into this entry any-f'in-more. Dad has this front tooth that is loose because a horse steped on his face a long time ago (like half a year, more ?) he is always tring to get it out. It hurts him and is always a bother tring to eat when your teeth move on you and cause pain, he always wiggles it and tugs on it and trys to get it out. anyway, he showed sis and wiggled it with his tongue, she was grossed out and anyway we was just standing in the kitchen and he spat it out in his hand. It feel out on it's own! Thank goodness! no blood or anything. .. not good that their wasn't any blood htough. He put it in his wallet and we left or whatever, and in the truck dad said that it didn't hurt him ... dad doesn't have hair on his calfs.... that's not good. It's just fallen off... and he had bruses from who knows what and his toenail are gross and... it's ... just... not good. Cancer... I'm ... I fear that's what it might be, lose of hair... teeth falling out.. his head hair is below his neck, no bald spots but it falls out..... ... shit.. my rp... it's late.. I have school.. ... oh.... I hope my friend gets well soon, I hope he gets good rest. He has that new flu, I'm keeping you in my mind... I know what it's like at night and in the morning, like hell. Gahh your just so sore and tied and achy that you can't stay on one sholder too long and then the other hurts and then your back and you got to cough up stuff in your throat and then blow your nose and it's just fricking trouble. but my ear ichys and i'm hungry and tired of typing just so it can get deleted so whatever Ja~ |
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Destinmatt | 12-16-03 9:19am ok 1 aren't those signs of some one being treated for cancer?
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mizu87 | 12-16-03 11:28pm Well, I hope he is able to move and I hope your mom gets better soon, very soon. I have no clue what that means, the hair thing. He's not being treated for cancer as far as I know but I can see where you might think that.
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