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threshershark (profile) wrote,
on 12-16-2003 at 5:27pm
Music: Telescope Eyes -- Eisley
Subject: War Paint and Past Stuff and No One Caring
So... boring...

I shouldn't complain.

Still, in starving third world countries, at least there's an element of suspense over your survival. Here we get fed plastic all day and we'll live forever. Or 80 years. "The young perish, and the old linger."

No action. I just sit here all day, doing nothing. Or this.

That's why this summer I'm expecting to spend all my free time climbing around in trees wearing nothing but pants and war paint and threaten our Rouge River Trail users with wooden sword, seemingly gaurding some treasure that doesn't actually exist.

Or sit right where I am and make pointless blog entries.


On the seriouser side...

It's been one of those days where my brain just pulls up all the dumb, idiodic stuff I did in the past. Some of it makes me cringe, some makes me angry at myself, some of it makes me want to cry.

I think about myself too much.

I'm too self-critical.

Telescope Eyes
by Eisley

Oh, you humor me today
Calling me out to play
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can't be seen with you, you freak

Go cry, go run away
Let your short legs carry you away
With your big dress
And your dirty hair
Your pen's waiting for you
Just get far, far away from me
I don't want your disease

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry
I'm just like you
I know you know
I'm just like you
so leave me alone

Dear Matthew, I can't, you see
You're just not near enough like me
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can't be seen with you

______

That's one of the things that's bothering me... I seriously used to treat people like that.
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Angel_Bob

12-16-03 6:24pm

"seriouser"? l33t English sk1llz going down there.

Seriously.

"The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eagle eye
Focusing it on the sky
As 99 red balloons go by"

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