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graffiti (profile) wrote,
on 12-18-2003 at 3:19pm
Current mood: stressed
Music: [ Red Hot Chili Peppers ] : Under The Bridge
I liked it better then. When everything was actually real.. There was no forced laughter or fake smiles, or false respect towards one another. Being carefree, but not to the point where things would go wrong. Just, not overthinking things. Which is exactly what everyone does now. I used to look forward to getting up in the morning and starting the day. Now, and not just recently, all I want to do it sleep away my entire day, if not life. I almost expect something to go wrong, or someone to get hurt. I can usually make the most of any given situation, but it's becoming harder and harder to do that.

Yeah.. I'll take door #2.
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vivified

12-18-03 3:32pm

hey babe! get on AIM!

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vivified

hey, 12-18-03 3:35pm

hey babe, i think i know what you're saying. i just wish everything was back to normal...well not everything if you know what i mean? lol, i like a couple ppl are acting now, they're just acting more like themselves...i hope you know what i mean! but other ppl just aren't them anymore....i hope door number 2 was the way things used to be....

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intensify

12-18-03 4:17pm

Ignore it and be carefree anyway.

That's what dreams are for, right?

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dogman789

12-18-03 8:54pm

i totally freeking under stand but you know what im takeing door#3

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klayman

12-19-03 9:01am

If you have to fake the smiles and laughter its not worth it, just flat out tell the person to go away and dont talk to them again. Never fake ANYTHING for ANYONE. Ive found life works out better that way

love you

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