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| innocence (profile) wrote, on 12-18-2003 at 9:04pm | |
| Music: simple plan - im just a kid Subject: thinkin' about life |
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| They say love is blind.... i can say that i have found someone that made a huge impact in my life. but yeah. the coolest thing about the whole concept of love or a soul mate or a true best friend is that it totally changes ur perception of life and makes u see things in a different way. But the worst part is that nothing lasts forever, even tho i wish that some things would. and things happen that i cannot control or prevent. . I think I'm known for crying when things get too intense for me. i never said i was a strong individual. well sumtimes. but with certain things i cant handle them well. i fuck things up. i think way too much. i worry about things. and maybe i can be a little too nice. but anyway. its true that u cant fully appreciate happiness until you've experienced sadness. but when i do excperience sadness it feels to me as an infinate torture. seriously. thats why in the back of my mind, im always waiting for things to fuck up, for great things to end and bad things to begin. :( Cuz the truth is, some things in life are just too good to be true. unreal. like a dream. but i cant get it out of my head, that my life was meant to suck. and maybe thats not exactly true, but it feels that way. its soo easy 4 me to depress myself. all i have to do is think about that, and about the times when i have tried to get somthing/someone but i dont. i think omfg, why dont i get what i want Its as though life is passing me by, and i have to live with the burdden of knowing that other ppl will be happy and i will remain a miserable/sad person. but i guess things can only get better |
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heartsbroken | 12-18-03 9:30pm JUST so you know lots of people think that way... every one has there ups and downs but sometimes it seems more like down but you should be happy for the ups you had... does that make any sense?? lol....
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strawberrie | Re:, 12-18-03 9:32pm i love ya girl like really and i know how u feel trust me we've been talkin about it but yeah i have shit to do so juss kepp ya head up and neva get fed up! |
innocence | Re:, 12-19-03 1:31pm lol yes, ur confusing yet nice comment made sense lol 143! xox |
Anonymous | 12-22-03 5:26pm the only reason your sad is cause your stupid, stupidity is what made you sad and your dumbass is keeping you sad, everybody has fucking problems, and the most pathetic thing is that you could easily get out of your retarded ass state of pseudo-depression that your in... just think!!! its not hard, try it once and a while, it might be a life changing experience |
innocence | Re:, 12-22-03 9:55pm thanks anonymous.. maybe i will try that, altho im in a better mood today... it was just one of those days ya know? |