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thedarkerside (profile) wrote,
on 12-19-2003 at 8:04pm
Music: WGRD online Eve 6-Think Twice
Subject: Finally...

Finally school is over. Finally.

I don't want to know when I'll get my anti-depressants. I still blame my sister for all of this. She could have come to me and talked to me about it before she went and blabbed to my mom, causing unwanted and uneccessary reactions and domino effects. The situation in itself could have been avoided. But look where I am now, Fucked up.

I got out of school at 1:15 then went to the doctors, came home took a nap, ate, went online like I am now. I didn't feel like going to the game. I know I can't spend the night at Carinna's tonight. Tomorrow I might go with Arie to go see LOTR Return of the King. I need to spend some time with Arie. Even if we aren't talking about "problems" she always has a way of making me feel relaxed and that everything for the moment will be actually ok. She brings me happiness. She knows how I fell. Its like a relief being with someone who knows how it feels. She relates to me more than anyone else can or ever will for now.
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intensify

12-22-03 4:16pm

<3 I love you

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