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painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote,
on 12-19-2003 at 11:41pm
Current mood: lonely
Music: Jimmy Eat World - 'Firestarter'
Subject: .my thoughts are trapped and im not alright.
Just got off work. Long night.. but this song really helps me unwind. Five hours of working, and one song that washes away the bad mood. Christmas is almost here. I'm excited for it, but i dunno. I'm afraid that when Christmas is over, I'll feel alone again with nothing to look forward to. But those are deeper thoughts i won't dive into at the present time. So, Christmas, it's the most wonderful time of the year. I'm done with all my Christmas shopping (thank God, the mall is horribly crowded) except for a few small gifts I need to get. I have some presents under my tree already.. i shook a few.. oh c'mon we all do it, no matter how old! I really went all out for my mom and dad this year, so I feel good about that. I'm working on Christmas Eve, which is sorta sucky, but only till 10 pm so that's okay. As long as I can drink egg nog and watch corny Christmas movies when I get home. And thennn, I'm going to my dad's Christmas afternoon. We're actually having a cold Christmas, this is awesome. Like tonight, it's freezing out.. the best weather ever, in my opinion. I'm living up north when I get older.. I need four seasons, and Florida just isn't cuttin it. Christmas needs snow. But this cold weather will do just fine for now.
P.S. the sky was gorgeous tonight.
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Anonymous

I'll never say those things again, 12-20-03 3:47pm

I'm moving back to Massachusetts when i'm older, you should come. we have killer Falls everything gets all orangey.

--Jamin

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