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goobs827 (profile) wrote,
on 12-22-2003 at 12:26pm
Current mood: indescribable
Subject: I guess there's a first time for everything..
I have never been afraid to fly...ever in my entire life have i ever EVER had the tiniest fear of flying.

Even flying 2 months after September 11, I didn't have one worry.

But today, I am truly scared.

my dad tells me that i shouldn't get scared because then the terrorists win, and even if they dont do anything, us being terrorized is them winning. and i know that is true because thats what ive been telling people afraid of flying for the past 2 years...

but today i can't seem to convince myself.

And then I get really mad because it's out of anyone's control and those guys are such evil mother fuckers and i want to scream and I get so angry that they want to do this to us.

...but then i get a sudden peace of mind.
it's like i know i'm going to die, but for some reason it's okay, and i don't know why, but i feel so at ease.

and as crazy as it sounds...i suddenly don't care.

so when i land tonight because i know i will, i'll look back at this and see how much of a retard i sounded, but if for some reason i don't land...you know i was okay.

Peace

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briggs17

12-22-03 8:25pm

omg u crazy pysco wtf gab that is the scariest thing I have ever read in my entire life

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briggs17

Re:, 12-22-03 8:26pm

and another thing..."those evil mother fuckers" are fighting back finally not takin n e more of our bullshit..if anything..theyre not the ones you should be angry at gab..wake up

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goobs827

Re: Re:, 12-24-03 7:57pm

oh shut up briggette...theyre not well people...killing 3000 people 2 years ago was NOT fighting back...i think u owe our country a little more credit

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briggs17

re, 12-25-03 12:23pm

gabi wtf...the person that killed the 3000 people has nothing to do with this war, like i said, people have to stop bringing that up cuz it makes you sound very unintelligent thats first of all and 2nd of all..yes that WAS fighting back..how wasnt it?? we're killing them so they hit us where it hurts...too bad their not ganna sit bak and take our shit like we expected but yah kno thats life and i dont owe my country shit i love my country but that doesnt mean i have to agree with its policies so dont tell me what I owe anyone

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goobs827

Re: re, 12-29-03 1:30pm

BRIGGETTE I WASNT TALKING ABOUT THE WAR!!!

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briggs17

Re: Re: re, 12-29-03 7:33pm

HOLLER AT TUPAC!!

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goobs827

Re: Re: Re: re, 01-02-04 5:31pm

ha freak

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briggs17

01-02-04 11:16pm

damn right its better than yours

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