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| skittlicious (profile) wrote, on 12-22-2003 at 1:34pm | |
| Current mood: horrible Music: kelly clarkson // low Subject: It's been a long time since I've had this pit in my stomache, but it's back, and it's not refillable this time |
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| I dont think I've cried this hard, in a long long time, my throat hurts too Today has just been the day from hell. I hate how everything is going good, but something always has to ruin it. I got home from a very nice weekend, and first thing my mom does is yell at me..and ground me. But the thing that pissed me off so much, I had plans today, that I told her about like 3 weeks ago, I had plans with Maria, for her bday. So this morning, I had to wake up and call Maria and tell her that I can't get together anymore. How much does that suck? God, I can't stand my mom. So I call my mom to try and negotiate..bad idea. All she did was yell some more, I swear she's on a permanent PMS. So my dad calls, and I'm crying, he's asking me what's wrong, I tell him, I cant stand my mom and eddie anymore, blah. He called my mom ;x...and called her a fucking btich, and hung up. I dont think that helped my situation, btu it made me smile. So my mom calls me, tells me to take a shower, clean my car, and be proactive? What the fuck does that mean? God I can't fucking stand her, everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong, ugh. I'm praying I'm not grounded for tomorrow because I was suppose to go bowling at 1, with some people from work..me, jess, mike, paige, and pat! Yeah, Pat is suppose to go, and now I can't go, shit. So on a lighter note, Pat..mike's brother came into work, Friday night and Saturday night 8-)..he's a cutie. But just as I give my two week notice, he asks for a job, wtf is that? ugh, I'm gonna go shower, and be proactive..someone please volunteer to let me move in. I'm about to burst. <3mandyy x to the o. "Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm throught with playing by the rules Of someone elses game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes and leap"--Defying Gravity |
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whitefool | 12-22-03 5:09pm being proactive sucks.. sorry mandy.. you rock.. i know your situation because my parents are the same way.. my mom is the same as yours and my dad can be nice.. but when it comes to parents together they fight over the kids and the kids get stuck in the middle.. just be excited for the day when you get to leave.. it comes soon.. woo! |