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| robbingnovember (profile) wrote, on 11-16-2002 at 9:28pm | |
| Current mood: disturbed as usual Music: Pretenders 'i found a picture of you ooooo\' Subject: The plot is slow.. take a nap |
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| I am reallly bored on a Saturday night.. so I am going to write a (probably really long and boring) entry. Anyways, i have recently read Paiges diary and i agree with her. What if every year I say \"o next year I\'ll meet him\" Then , basically I\'ll die alone and a cat will eat my tongue. I\'ll be forgotten Not that I\'m not already. I\'m such a romantic; really i think true love could solve almost any problem. Naive? Again, basically I\'ll have a lot of problems because no one will ever love me accept for my parents and spike who really only wants my food and a stomach rub. Ugh. I look at all these kids in relationships. I am so envious. I\'m not doing so well on the ten commandments thing. Murder and all. But why not me? Stacey and Dana know why I am sure. Gosh haha i am so resentful now adays. I looked back yesterday.. i read some old journal entries. Its funny to look back. In my ninth grade planner i wrote Travis.. see that scares me. I am the worst at relationships. Seriously I can\'t even get over my 7th grade boyfriend. Shocker huh? Yeah I know. God I hate him so much. Sara ditched me. I wish i could find someone to hang out with or love or both that wouldn\'t make me feel bad about my self in one way or another. I hate people who lie. Its funny, some people who say they are being honest but in reality they are hiding more things then they will ever let you know. The irony of it all. Shit i have this overwhelming urge to find this picture of him and me. Picture from hell. Micheal Lenoff? hmm What ever happened to him? How I fall so easily for those who have put me down. I think i like rejection, i mean i hold on long enough.. to everything. I was about to cry today .. and I know why. But i won\'t say. Also this has nothing to do with anything but i was listening to dashboard confessional today.. its been a long time. *Don\'t get me wrong if i\'m looking kind of dazzled. I see neon lights whenever you walk by... Don\'t get me wrong if i\'m acting so distracted. I\'m thinking about the fireworks That go off when you smile...Once in awhile two people meet seemingly for no reason they just pass on the street Suddenly thunder showers everywhere and who can explain the thundering rain but there is something in the air* My whole life centers around guys.. pathetic of course!!! woohoo to me.. see and the saddest thing is I should be doing homework.. Hey, but also i should have a life and i don\'t so its understandable. Hmm Stacey has just called me and saved me from myself and the inner recesses of my thoughts. She has called to tell me that she has played DDR for the first time and possibly the last. Iceskating = not me.. and if it equaled me it be the funniest thing you have ever seen. +Congratulations, you\'re beautiful And full of yourself Some friend you are+ some people like that. I\'m so ugh.. and so is Stacey ha!..EBO! says Allison. Ok well i am getting all funny so i should stop while i am ahead.. o yes bye |
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wannabe | 11-16-02 10:35pm maya maya maya maya
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robbingnovember | Re:, 11-16-02 10:37pm ur such a druggie stop talking to me ! |