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| fadingfallenstar (profile) wrote, on 12-24-2003 at 3:28pm | |
| Subject: im not whining. so shut up. |
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| i am drained. i try to shun certain thoughts. its profound. whats the point of trying to run from my own mind? i cant. i should be able to surmise what thoughts i have. but i am unable to. so i have to deal with it. i'll live. i just need something. something new, stunning, contrary to what life holds for me now. anything. some new feelings. everything that happens is useless lately. i admire objects i cannot have nor touch. only feel. i cant see it. but i know its there. just lost right now. and thats ok. life doesnt have to be enticing right now. so im left with nothing. yet so much. and i guess im ok with that. after all i have to be? in all the disorientation i am content. oh and if anyone starts to complain to me about life, dont. im not trying to be scornful towards anyone..so dont perceive it in that way. |
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Tabletop | 12-24-03 5:31pm whine whine whine, complain complain compain, nothings ever good enough for you, eh stacy? |
fadingfallenstar | Re:, 12-24-03 5:38pm ha ha. |
PaintedOnMyMemory | 12-24-03 11:29pm Heh, I complain a bit too much. I'm trying to stop, but old habits die hard.
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