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| andi (profile) wrote, on 12-24-2003 at 3:26pm | |
| Current mood: exhausted Subject: Tired of all this bullshizznit |
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| 2nd best, 3rd best, 4th best....etc., that's all I'll ever be to the people that I care about. Never will I be the top of their list. There's always someone above me, most of the time there's people. It hurts. It sux. I hate it. It's an evil thing. To Casandra, Jess is before anyone. She invited me to go to the movies the other tonight, but as it turns out, she's using me as an excuse to go to the movies w/ Jess. My mom wouln't let her go see him b/c she thinks she's been spending to much time w/ him already. I feel used. It wont even be that enjoyable b/c they bitch at eachother all the damn time. I hate it. It's not fun to hear. It sends stress on me. She will never understand. She's more stubborn than me. Yea, I know, it's hard to believe, but start believeing. Jess sends a bad attitude on Casandra. He's doesn't mean to. I want them to stop going out. In the long run it will be for the best. Their not right for eachother. Her attitude sux so much french (wee) monkey bum. I wanna smack her like a stick. I'm tired of it. It's stressful on me and I don't wanna be aprat of it.I'm done, I'm threw, I'm finished w/ all this bullshit. AndI |
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| Anonymous | crap, 12-25-03 1:15am thats crap.u kno it. get over it. u can and will. u have been put first but you dont care about them when they do. dont be pessimistic, its not your style and if it is it sux. p.s. the dream thing made you out to be......... |
andi | Re: crap, 12-25-03 2:32pm I haven't been first on almost anything. Fuck u. You don't understand the situation w/ Cat and Jess and if your my friend and I"ve told u, i haven't told all b/c i'm not suppose to tell. If your one of my friends FUck you more. NOt leaving a name? Ur a lame ass. I care about all the ppl that i know. I'm sorry if i don't show it, but it's hard for me too. C, my family and I don't show afection (sp?). The dream thing....ahh let's c...no one can control what they dream....so ahh..fuck you some more. lata bitch. |