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silversoldier (profile) wrote,
on 12-24-2003 at 4:10pm
Current mood: confused
Music: Life as a Teenage Robot
Subject: She summed it up perfectly
"You're a strange one."

yup, I guess that's how it all turned out. Then again, I thought I had found a group of strange ones. Obviously the similarities I saw weren't really existant at all. Always over observant, that's what I am. Too cautious with what I do, what I say, who I say it to, the reasons behind it. I like to understand what's going on. That was a big mistake. I swear Schylar must think that I'm somewhat insane after that argument last school year... Maybe I over analyze, maybe it's all simpler than what I thought. Because I've certainly complicated my life. How humbling to be called strange again.
Love must not be as great as I always imagined it. Always thinking the happy smiles and random kisses... it's all so much more complex than that. The one thing I always thought would be so easy (so easy... only if you can actually find the right person.)... never did find the perfect match. And it's not so simple, all the fights and the I thought I love you's and the bull shit that came with it... I still don't know what's going on... the one thing I'd never get... the one thing I crave most... can't try so hard anymore... can't care anymore.....
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roxanne

we are a lil strange sometimes, 12-24-03 6:35pm

nick your not the only strange one we are all strange and the ways things work in our group of friends heads will never be understood

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Jessika

BLUE, 12-24-03 6:36pm

You confuse me and I hate it = (. I find it nearly impossible to just jump into you mind(kinna) and expect to nkow what is going on w/o any background information.



Actually, almost everything you have been saying has been confusing me lately. Maybe I am getting stupid?

But we all are a circle, however small, of weird ones in our one special way ^_^

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The-Candyman

Wooooah yeaaaah., 12-24-03 6:56pm

Hey Nick, it's Charlie. Remember me. The cool awesome kid who friggin rocks? Yep, that was me. Anywho, hows it goin. Kuz I'm super, thanks for asking. I'm super bored. Oh well. Video game time. Bye bye, and Merry Christmas (or Happy Chanukah, kuz i don't know if you're a jew or not, hell Happy Quansa just in case) Word, I'm out.

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DarkSwordDancer

12-24-03 9:51pm

hmmmm.....i find it funny in a way that it only took youa little bit to finally relise what you told me was really true...a while agoe you told me to stop looking for the perfect match because i would prolly never find them....yes perfection is boring...but its tese kind of mistakes we have made and will make that make life interesting!.....hmmmm....more wod come to my mind...but now is not the right time to say...

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untitled

12-25-03 1:02am

HA!I wish love could be perfect.oh geez.Actually..no I dont,because then knowone would appreciate it.

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Anonymous

tears, 12-29-03 1:48am

uh... nicko... that was kinna... beautiful...

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Anonymous

tears, 12-29-03 1:48am

uh... nicko... that was kinna... beautiful...

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