one day

        i’ll pass you

in	the	hallway

and i’ll grab your hand and pull you

        into a deserted 

        room

close off the world

never taking my eyes off of yours

and l’ll defy you :

	one day

that you haven’t remembered 

 	[ strawberry  –  cherry ] 

    laying entwined 

on [our mutual inhibitions letting us free]

    the bedraggled couch worn away

.	.	.	.	.	.



and then what ?

what will i say when you 



d

e

n

y

m

e



and my illusions fall away from me ?



you’ll walk out and leave me alone

  with everything said 

        [nothing accomplished]

  except those words i can’t say

because i mean them too much 

11-17-02 9:15pm

that was amazing.i miss you way too much,please stop writing such brilliant pretty dreamy make-me-want to-take-my-underwear- off things.it gets way too overwhelming,every single one is better than the last(which was perfect,anyways) and then i want to steal a car and kidnap you,if you write one more time before i get to finally see you,i will honestly do that,and i will not wear underwear.
<3

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11-19-02 8:26pm

i am SO blind.


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