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| holiday (profile) wrote, on 12-25-2003 at 8:43pm | |
| Music: [Rocket From The Crypt- I'm Not Invisible] Subject: I'm not invisible |
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| So Christmas has come as fast as it has gone, just as I expected. I miss being a kid. All the excitement. But you can't have everything you want. Even if it just means family. This year was torn apart. I read everyone's journals and it's sad that Christmas is making so many people sad. All my family problems are being aired out. The divorce. The cheater. The new baby. The sickness. The dying. Everyone is dying. Materialism. Concentration on everything but what is meaningful. I realized even I've become too relient on great gifts. But what can I say... So now is the que where I dance around like everything is fine. But it's not. I have even come to realize that I could have a problem, but if I cover it up and forget about it for a couple days, at least for the holidays, then it seems very unimportant. But I need to resolve this. It needs to be done. Whether it was the lack of sleep or the lack of food, I couldn't stop crying about it. And I need it out. G'night. |
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happygolucky4646 | 12-27-03 9:37pm you are a kid...
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holiday | Re:, 12-30-03 12:26pm yeah but i guess i miss all the ignorance. haha.
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blondie17 | 12-29-03 2:54am The divorce. The cheater. The new baby. The sickness. The dying am i missing something....?/
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holiday | Re:, 12-30-03 12:25pm as of lately, yes. they've been brought up again around the holidays. |