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SnOwFlAkEa4 (profile) wrote, on 12-25-2003 at :2147483647pm | |
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today was probably the worst christmas ever well the first part i guess i didnt know what was wrong with me i just wanted to be alone i was just really depressed and when people would ask me what was wrong i said i felt sick- lie.. i felt perfectly fine i just was depressed over SOMETHING i thought i was jelous of one of my friends.. yeah (i sinned today on christs bday) i was a little but i was depressed before i found out about that so its not that... that just added on to it all so yeah well i was alone just laying down in my room staring at the celing yeah than it got better bc my friends made me feel better than i got depressed again bc my parents yelled at me for god knows what than the best thing happened I THOUGHT FOR A SECOND I WAS GONIG TO GET THE ONE THING I WANTED my friend said it was surley going to happen bc it was said by the person but guess what IT DIDNT i really should have aited before i got my hopes up bc for real that was stupid of me for thinking that i can get that-- oh ok well i got kinda what i wanted now i guess an im is good too im just really happy that it happened my day just got so much better and wow idk im just all happy now this is probbaly like one of the best christmas's everr! even though it was only 2 words thats okk good enough! its better than nothing!!! okk love yas mwaaaaaa | |
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Anonymous | heartz, 12-26-03 11:16am merry christmas puppy dog!! muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhzzzzzz 3 |
Anonymous | nj8hj87, 12-26-03 3:23pm kishes from the bytches (im rhyming even though it sounds gaaaaaay) wooooot im hyper today!! muah luv --------* bri bri |