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DarkSwordDancer (profile) wrote,
on 12-26-2003 at 12:07am
Music: my mom talkin on the phone...
Subject: rar
Christmas has become so superficial.....gir its frustrating kinda....but who am i to say? Yes i got a phone*rolls eyes* that i really didnt need...a bubble lamp thingy and purfume stuff and a necklace...nothing i asked for or pined over for months..no oil paint..no books...no cds...no nothing i have an interest in.....as usual my parents got me what they thought i needed...and they begged for a xmas list ..i gave and they obviously didnt read....grrr..i dont understand why they ask for that god forsaken thing every year when they dont even read the damn thing*rolls eyes again* i like what i got.....ok i dont but i do appreciate it really i do but....*raises one eyebrow* why do i need another lamp? i have 3 not including the light built into my celing and i already had a phone that i was happy with...oh and my mom confesed she bought me a new phone because SHE didnt like my old one...OMG grrrrrrr....and purfume stuff.....i got 2 or three bottles already....*twitch*..i NEED oil paints...i need a sketch book ...i need paint brushes and color pencils.....ok i would have liked all that stuff....but my parents dont listen and yes so is the life of me...they do this every xmas and on all of my birthdays...maybe they just get the opposite of what i want cause its fun to make me think i know what im going to get but then they *suprise* me with stuff i NEVER...i repeat NEVER ask for...yes lets get me stuff i dont friggin want...they do this every year.....grrrrr.....

Yes im tired and grumpy...and i like to rant my big fat ass off deal.....rar.....oh and to top every thing off the 80 dollars i got from family members (i.e uncles aunts grandpearent..ect) i basically get to touch none of it...im actually pretty angry with my parents...but i have kept a fake smile of appreciation on my face because if i dont then they say im ungreatfull and then ground me.....do you see the stupidity in which is twisted into my "family" holidays? i like to be with friends because at least my friends listen to me...
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roxanne

grrr, 12-26-03 1:37am

damn parents i all ready hate christmas but you know that so we shoudl get together tomorrow yeah cause ill die if we dont and im getting u a decent set of paints and dont argue with me young lady im doing it

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