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| DiTzYjEnN (profile) wrote, on 12-26-2003 at 10:20am | |
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| im rlly tired. im rlly bored. im rlly aching. im rlly confused. im rlly thirsty. im rlly hungry. im rlly restless. im rlly surprised. im rlly sleepy. im rlly annoyed. im rlly loney. im rlly rlly pissed. im rlly annoyed. im rlly wantin to scream. im rlly mad. im rlly wantin to jump out the window. im rlly pissed off. im rlly in the "ya. ok. uh huh" mood. im rlly not wantin to tlk. im rlly bored of saying im rlly. im rlly bored of everything in general. im rlly bored of life. im rlly bored of u. im rlly bored of me. im rlly bored of everything. im rlly jst basically bored. im rlly bored of being bored. im rlly going to slam my fone down. im rlly going to hit some1. im rlly MAD! im rlly dumb. im rlly going to go crazi one day. im rlly gona have to sit in the car for 6 hours in all on sunday. im rlly gona be bored. im rlly freezing. im rlly gona slam my hands down and say ive had enof! im rlly rlly rlly going to stop saying im rlly soon. im rlly bored of saying im rlly. im rlly bored of being bored too. im rlly wondering why i have to be bored. im rlly wondering why the fone is by my ear, yet no sound is coming out of either the fone or my mouth. im rlly about to hang up. im rlly going to say good bye. im rlly not wantin to. im rlly wanting to tlk. im rlly wondering what to tlk about. im rlly mad again. im rlly annoyed. im rlly everything ive said and more. im rlly not knowin wat to say. im rlly thinking about ritin a blah journal. im rlly about to cry. im rlly thinking my life sucks. im rlly mad at myself. im rlly hating myself. im rlly about to go scream. im rlly goin to just spend my life in my room. im rlly sad. im rlly mad. im rlly upset. im rlly wishing i was dead. im rlly wantin to just spend my entire life with nothing but water, food, my flute, piccolo, oboe, and eternal music to play. im rlly wishin there wasnt a such thing as drama. im rlly wanting to just forget about everyone and just live without having to deal with every1s shit. im rlly wishing that ppl wudnt come to me for advice. im rlly wantin to have sum1. just 1 person who RLLY cares about me. im rlly wanting sum1 to need me, to be with me all the time, and hold me when im feeling down. im rlly wishing that sum1 would acually truly CARE with all their heart, not just try to trick themselves into thinking they care. but most of all. im rlly all of these things, with a few more, just a person who has feeling of her own, who just wants to go by life enjoying music and just being alive. i want to live everyday like its my last one. i want everyone to just leave me alone. and to never lie to me again, even when they THINK they are not lying they are. and it shows to other people. last... im rlly just a person, one who wants all of this no matter wat it takes. and i will succeed in it, whether it means dealing with it or just letting it go and forever not tlking to anyone. |
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xXxGwennypoohxXx | 12-30-03 1:58pm wow im speechless....
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DiTzYjEnN | 01-15-04 3:48pm p.s. most of these are not entirely true. i was jst annoyed and felt like typing so i typed retarded stuff for no reason. dont take any of it seriously, except for the bein bored part. ThAnKs!i!i!i |
DiTzYjEnN | 03-03-04 6:29pm i relly wish i knew what made me stay with a guy who caused me to rite such a thing.... |
| DiTzYjEnN | Re:, 07-25-04 10:15pm All of this heartache b.c. sum1 sayd: "I feel like i can talk to her about anything. Do you have someone like that?" well... uh..i THOUGHT it was u, but i guess not. in the end, it turns out i was rite to b mad at this. he made 2 very big mistakes now he's got me back |