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SeraphimRhapsody (profile) wrote,
on 12-27-2003 at 11:59pm
Current mood: fuzzy.. and.. mmmm
Music: I don't hear anything at all.
Subject: stealing dreams and wishes... find the Color Kids
Fun to alter the time so it's still the day you think it is.

Go to DragonSpeaker's journal to see a good summary of the day's activities.

The rest of my family headed off to buy my sister a nice Clavanova. Also known as a really high end keyboard. That's her Christmas gift. She's happy.

I had some fun today. Some comments made me just stop.. and some hurt.. But I get over it right? The movie varied between really cute to 'what the freak do they [Disney] think they're doing?!' to boring and stretched to a variety of others. We were loud and had fun. Sorry if I was annoying.

Things are coming back. I fight it, I really do.. but I see it coming and I know there's no way to stop it. It's numbing.. and cloudy.. Um yeah.

What else to say? Should I say this here? Why not.. Not like I'm in a very self-aware mood..

I feel like it again. Nothing new, really, but this time.. there's no one around..
You know why people call me a friend? Because I make them feel important. I pay attention when they try and say something. I laugh even slightly at a joke. I nod when they make a comment. When no one else acknowledges them. Thus they feel important and keep me around because they enjoy that feeling. Easily replaced. No? Only because you don't feel like going out and finding another person like me. Became something I swore I'd never do. Everyone must swear they'll never be a Yes-Person. Those people who agree to everything. Yeah, them. I'm sure special. Loved. Belong. Why the hell am I here?
[No offense to anyone.]

She's stopped talking again. Don't I expect it? Is that why I keep away for as long as possible? Two days and counting. Kai's either intimidated, really away, or.. yeah.

Where's my lazer bazooka so I can burn these demons?


Oh, and I believe this stuff'll be moving since this lovely mask is supposed to be happy.

With love..
~*~


QotD
What's your happy thought [think Peter Pan and flying ability happy thought]?
(This QotD brought to you unknowingly by Amanda.)
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DragonSpeaker

fabrications., 12-31-03 4:59pm

Haha, we know what Peter's happy thought was. o.0;

Nearly all of my happy memories are tinged with something else that is less than joyous, so I suppose my happy thought would have to be something of pure illusion, a dreamer's lie. Whether it be love found at last or a fleeting vision of a world I have created from the abyss of my mind, strange and wonderful at once, it would be a thought of exquisite beauty and euphoria. I suppose I would not be able to choose just one to focus on, but perhaps that is the way it is meant to be, or how else would you keep flying as each successive thought fades?

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