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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 12-28-2003 at 8:43pm | |
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| i try to unbury myself... but everytime i do its like i dig myself deeper and deeper. Its kind of funny, sometimes im not even sure of who i actually am. I try to be one way to make one person happy, and another way to keep another satisfied. I dont really conform, im very upfront and always myself, but little things change, and it always ends up ripping another piece off of me. I want one person to like me, but its not worth being second best. They've liked the same person for a long time, and she's into all the same things he's into.... i dont think it would work between them, but i'd hate to be compared to what he'd rather have. I'm perfect for some people, and not good enough for others. It takes a toll on your personality.... sometimes i just look out the window and watch it rain, wishing i was anything but what i am. Other times im so proud of everything i've overcome..... i dont know. Life throws all these unexpected curves at me so often that i guess i should be used to it. I hate that i cant bring myself to hate him.... hes just so cute. I think about him and i just smile. His personality is everything that turns me on, and his style is so different, but its so attractive. why do i do this to myself over and over again......... | |
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| Anonymous | 02-26-04 2:57am who are we talking about in this entry?? :) -dusty |
brokenmentality | Re:, 02-27-04 2:16pm i was talking about you dusty.... sexy beast.. rawrr.
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