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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 1-2-2004 at 3:59am
yes guys...im aware that a good amount of the bad is my fault. no one did anything to me. nick didnt hurt me. jackie was always sweet and innocent. lisa listened intently when the tears ran. i ripped apart the group. sorry i didnt tell you all before...its not all something you go struting around about. i made hul go into hiding. fuck if i did soemthing wrong why wont anyone tell me!?!? if im hiding from it why wont you show me! do the same fucking thing that ive either done or would do for you! the same fucking thing that killed everything anyone knew and cared about!!!!! im sorry i really am for anytime i hurt you. for anytime i cryed on your shoulder. for anytime i whispered secrets in your ear. for anytime i told your secret. for anytime i listened. for anytime i asked. for caring. for attempting to help. for giving more pain. i realise it all made it worse now.
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Anonymous

is this working?!!?!, 01-03-04 1:01am

hi jorie. this is shaina. i dont know if this will work. but i kinda figured out something between reading yours and lisa's site. im sorry for what is happening.
you shouldnt blame anything on yourself. your so cool. you rock so much!! i luv you jorie!

if anything makes u feel better im sure this wont. but i agree with you. :)

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mudpiegrl

Re: is this working?!!?!, 01-04-04 4:26pm

you need to get a journal.

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Anonymous

omg it worked, 01-03-04 1:02am

i figured it out! it works. im smart. LOL. BYEEEEEEE

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barbedvelvet

Re: omg it worked, 01-03-04 10:18pm

jorie darling...what's wrong

please talk to someone about it...I'm sick of seeing people upset...I really am

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Anonymous

Re: Re: omg it worked, 01-04-04 2:57pm

Yo girl, She just spent the WHOLE ENTRY saying what was wrong. And you shouldn't worry yourself over others being upset. You can be worried about them and try to help, but to make yourself upset because someone else is stupid. It doesn't help. If people need someone to lean on theyr'e not gonna go to someone who starts falling apart the second they start to. Then they just feel bad for telling you and it makes them more upset then you see they're more upset and it's a never ending cycle. Don't let yourself be too easily moved by the misfortunes of others.

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mudpiegrl

Re: Re: Re: omg it worked, 01-04-04 4:24pm

shut up. most of the entry was sarcastic. i dont want people to feel sorry for me and im not upset...im sarcastically admitting what everyone seems to want me to say.

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mudpiegrl

Re: Re: Re: omg it worked, 01-04-04 4:25pm

oh yes, and the things she listed...werent all that great...you have to understand she isnt one of the people who knows me that well.

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