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| smilesideways (profile) wrote, on 1-2-2004 at 12:32pm | |
| Current mood: numb Music: my thots. Subject: ack. |
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| so this morning i hung out with rach. we had breakfast and it made me see a lot. i have to work soon. i'm not too excited. my ankle is bruised and swollen. i have been thinking too much already today and it's only 12:32. sometimes i wish i could run away and never look back. then you realize what you'd leave and whether it's worth staying. and it is. but you still want for those .02 secs to just get f a r away. i have to work till 6. then i'm gonna come home and sit. rest my ankle. then i'm gonna take my brother to the movies. why does today seem like it's gonna hurt. i'm in an odd mood. like i want to cry but laugh at myself for thinking that. i feel like freshman year again. this is how i felt. incomplete. i think i slept funny. i think that's it. or its my thinking. i'll be fine in an hour. i want to take a bath. a hot, steamy bath. it's like a pool of escape. except you get to bathe in the process. i got early this morning. well early for me, 9:30. that was cool. it snowed out too. i really hate the snow. bu my brother brushed off my car so it was ok. i like snow when i don't have to brush it off my car. i wish i was peter pan. yep, i think that's it. i want to go to never neverland. and fly. ohhh, to fly. well i didn't mean to ramble this long. i just needed to write. or cleanse myself of my thots. either way i feel somewhat better. i just can't wait for tonite. no mom. just chillin. movie. bed. life will be good. life will be great. after work. farwell. xoxoxox *if i'm alive and well will you be there holding my hand?* |
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mandeR | leah's banging.., 01-03-04 4:32pm yea.. my subject is all i wanted to say. and p/s i loOve you! |
quinkle | hello, 01-03-04 8:29pm Maybe you will feel better about everything. I don't know you, but I can see a bit where you come from. Oh yes wouldn't that be awesome to be Peter Pan? I'd love to fly. Anyways ok farewell.. |