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| wildthing (profile) wrote, on 1-2-2004 at 9:37pm | |
| ya know i try to have a good life..go see my friends have a good relationship with my dad and go to my aunts house....but when you cant it fucking is depressing. I try really hard not to be depressed..i do. but its so fucking hard to. when i am around my frineds i forget about everything....and if i am at my grandmas i go fucking outa my mind its like she complains so much about us or how we do her shit i fuckin shake and then i just go somewhere else and break down...and thats sad....i really do wish i had a perfect like but if it were perfect i would pry still be depressed...i wish i could live like the Camdens on 7Th Heaven...they seem to have a perfect life..the kind that i would like to have where the mom likes to take care of you....unlike my mom....and the dad tries to help others along with his kids and listen to his kids...where as mine is a good father but when he says he'll do something and dont (as in getting me a counseler) that gets me mad...*sighs* i hate my life....what a good fuckin start of the year! | |
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breatheinforluck | Hey I love you but..., 01-02-04 10:12pm it could be much worse...seriously, my mom doesn't like to take care of me either but I kinda like it that way. My Dad also promised to get me a counselor about a month ago and hasn't. It's not as bad as it seems. I just learned I have to turn my own attitude around instead of looking for someone else to do it for me (a counselor) yeah counselors help, trust me I've been before...but you really need to solve your own problems. The next time that happens i recommend you talk to someone (one of you friends) about it, call me or Stacy, or anyone Heather. You can't just sit around and be depressed. I know that probably doesn't help but sometimes you just need a little tough love. Trust me after a while...you'll be okay. You need to solve you own problems, look for advice from people, but you mainly need to find a place of relief, consider your room maybe. >>> Here's an idea...get a journal at home, and write stuff down...it always makes me feel better trust me i have a whole fucking book full. |
wildthing | Re: Hey I love you but..., 01-02-04 10:16pm yeah i know i cant really do anything about my mom though she has pretty much divorced the family...i havent talked to her in a while cept for when she brought my sisters and i our gifts. but your right i do need to face my own problems..thanks for the advice jenni! *sniff* i love you! *hugs* |
wildthing | Re: Hey I love you but..., 01-02-04 10:16pm yeah i know i cant really do anything about my mom though she has pretty much divorced the family...i havent talked to her in a while cept for when she brought my sisters and i our gifts. but your right i do need to face my own problems..thanks for the advice jenni! *sniff* i love you! *hugs* |
Janice_2001 | 01-03-04 1:01pm Heather, I am here for you, no one has the perfect life and you have to take deep breaths and know everything is gonna be okay. I love ya alot and I hope nothing happens to you.
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