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werealljaded (profile) wrote,
on 1-4-2004 at 1:24am
Current mood: angry
Music: something bitter
Subject: finally in the angry stage...
ARGGGGG!!!! sorry i havn't written in so long, but my computer won't allow me to look at websites so i can't ever get on. well, i am finally sick of putting of with GC's shit, i finally realized that the whole situation is unfair to me and i feel like i am being taken advantage of.
it's not fair b/c no matter what, he wins. he has three girls hanging from a thread tied to his fingers. we're all waiting to be tugged. and a few nights ago, i finally cut my string. now everytime i talk to him or see him, i just feel like screaming FUCK YOUUUU!!!!why is it that he gets to be so lucky that he has me and his two ex's waiting for him to choose. i think he must like it, it's like he gets to play God with our hearts.
i feel like i am being taken advantage of b/c he only wants to hang out when he isnt with teh guys or anything like that, liek HE chooses when we hang out. well fuck that, i'm not the whipped one anymore.

the thing is i used to never tell him when he pissed me off b/c i feared the confrontation thinking he would just leave me for tyler. i always felt like i was in a competition. well, now that i dont care (she can have him) i dont mind telling him EVERY little thing he does to piss me off. man i must come off as such a bitch. i am so proud of myself.

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iwishiwerehere

01-04-04 2:07am

ooooo I hope it works out for you kids... GC is chopped liver compared to MT. He can eat doggy doodoo

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iwishiwerehere

01-04-04 2:07am

ooooo I hope it works out for you kids... GC is chopped liver compared to MT. He can eat doggy doodoo

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