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| chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2004 at 4:44pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy |
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| i'm finally updating my journal so now i hope that jessica is happy. i'm getting nervous about not getting into notre dame. but i guess thats to be expected. its really pissing me off how so many people dont use proper english. so they say stuff like "we didnt do nothing" and i think that they do it to try to be cool but its not cool and it just makes them sound so stupid. and this stuff about "chicken" like when they say "chicken that guy is very hot" i just want to kill them. thats my greatest pet peeve i think. now i'm going to say stuff that may come off very nerdy but i dont really care. so i read Anne Franks diary and it made me really sad and upset. so now i'm interested in the holocaust (spelling) and the concentration camps and stuff like that. when i read her last journal entry it was like she had no idea that she was gonna die and she just acted like it was a regular day. but then she was taken away and put in a camp. now i feel so terrible cause of what she and every other person there was put through. it was very saddening and now i'm very thankfull that i dont have to go through that. so then last night i had this really scary dream that my classmates and i were taken to a concentration camp and put into a gas chamber and told to lay down cause we were going to be killed. then i got really scared and tried to pretend that i was just going to sleep and that nothing bad was going to happen. so i i laid down and closed my eyes and i heard people crying and then i thought "god i hope this wont hurt". so the people turned on the pipes where the gas was going to come out of but nobody died. it turns out that they were just putting us in there and making think we were going to die to make us understand what all those who died in a concentration camp felt like right before they were killed. i'm actually gratefull that i had that dream because perhaps now i have a better understanding of their feelings. what makes me mad though is that my sister doesnt want me to research stuff about that anymore cause she says it will put me into a depression. however the way i see it is that if i want to learn about it then it cant put me into a depression. | |
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LoupGarou | something or other, 01-04-04 10:10pm I've kind of been getting into the holocaust (sp?) thing as well. Not the concentration camps part or anything, but I suppose just the war part. Actually I guess you could say I'm interested in World War II. It's make more sense. That drram sounds kinda scary. It reminds me of a dream I had once, but I was alone and shoved into a tube and there was a laser shooting through the middle. Not exactly similar, but it reminded me of it. |