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threshershark (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2004 at 8:12pm
Music: Another Day -- Shonen Knife Subject: M1\|)N173 5C4R3Y 71M3
angst alarm beep beep beep Yeah, I'm sorry. I know you guys don't want to hear it, and I don't even need any imput on it, but I just feel like writting it down. Last night, it was really late, around 12:00, and I was thinking. My mind got bored and started rumagging through all the dark corners, and it pulled this out. I got to thinking, what if this life is all there is? What if I'm wrong about there being a God? What if there is no God? What if what I pray is just words being thrown out into the darkness, and they'll never return? And then the big one... What will happen when I die? I realized I didn't know for sure. I got pretty scared. I started thinking about a lifeless eternity, and everyone will be gone, and I'll be alone in darkness forever on and no one would realize it or care. I got really scared, and my old pal fear showed up and ran through my vains and made my head feel like it was being squeezed in a vice. So, like I do when I get into trouble, I started praying. God reminded me what I believe... that Jesus died and rose again, and He's my King... basically, God gave me a big faith boost. He reminded me about who He is and about how much he cares for me. I was so relieved that I started crying. I guess that's what comes out of being so self-centered. Maybe I should stop thinking about myself all the time and that wouldn't happen.
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Shinigami

01-05-04 6:04am

Kyle, I'm glad that God showed you His was or else I was going to have to prove it to you that there is. Don't worry about things like that. Just don't worry about them. If you know they are true then why do you fret and get scared? And no, this is not my advise, it's Mats, and he knows what he's talking about. Really he does. So just don't worry and trust in God that everything will be alright.

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Angel_Bob

01-05-04 6:42am

I want to hear it. That's what we're here for.

I have scary thoughts like that sometimes. Usually happens around 4 am when I cannot sleep no matter what and I've thought about everything else there is to think about.

Glad that you felt better though.

I should pray more.

Love ua, Kyle.

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Sike-a-delic_Grasshopper

01-05-04 5:35pm

Yeah I know exactly what you mean. It's part of being human. Anyway, I wouldn't worry about it too much.

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threshershark (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2004 at 8:12pm
Music: Another Day -- Shonen Knife Subject: M1\|)N173 5C4R3Y 71M3
angst alarm beep beep beep Yeah, I'm sorry. I know you guys don't want to hear it, and I don't even need any imput on it, but I just feel like writting it down. Last night, it was really late, around 12:00, and I was thinking. My mind got bored and started rumagging through all the dark corners, and it pulled this out. I got to thinking, what if this life is all there is? What if I'm wrong about there being a God? What if there is no God? What if what I pray is just words being thrown out into the darkness, and they'll never return? And then the big one... What will happen when I die? I realized I didn't know for sure. I got pretty scared. I started thinking about a lifeless eternity, and everyone will be gone, and I'll be alone in darkness forever on and no one would realize it or care. I got really scared, and my old pal fear showed up and ran through my vains and made my head feel like it was being squeezed in a vice. So, like I do when I get into trouble, I started praying. God reminded me what I believe... that Jesus died and rose again, and He's my King... basically, God gave me a big faith boost. He reminded me about who He is and about how much he cares for me. I was so relieved that I started crying. I guess that's what comes out of being so self-centered. Maybe I should stop thinking about myself all the time and that wouldn't happen.
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