coughcough, 01-06-04 11:10am

Cough,

I know I am the last person you want to hear from right now, But I want you to actually listen to me ::

Bailey I don't care who your going to believe on this one [yourself or me] but picture this...

If I were Bailey Alecia Keller who breaks all the guys hearts after 1 or 2 weeks and then complains about how someone else "stole" her boyfriend [because I am a backstabbing, stealing bitch] I would feel bad [for the other people] because now I would know how it feels.


Now if you were Kristi Ann Lesher, you would have done the same exact thing!! You can't lie and say "Nah I'd never do that to one of my friends". Because you know you would.. And thats whats killing you inside.. That you would of done the same thing !! But your not going to admit that just yet because then this "problem" wouldn't be all my fault. And thats what you want isn't it ?? To be all my fault. But it mostly is anyways.

And I guess Rachel was right. You are being immature because basing your entire journal on it isn't going to solve anything.

And actually, I think I am a good friend for reminding you how great of a girlfriend you are [coughcough]. Yeah I know I'm being mean but I had to get all that off my chest..

Think about it Bailey....

And even consider forgiving me possibly. But that's not my choice either.

Just please..

Think....

I've been doing quite a lot of it lately.

And once again..I'm sorry.

And I do mean that.

Re: coughcough, 01-06-04 6:25pm

Kristi, Dont even start Damn i wouldnt have done that to you becasu ei know people have feelings and from now on i wont base my journal on it and no i am not imiture but whatever ya that pissed me off.. thanx and ya i will be ur friend but it will take some time to get back to normal.... and fuck this becasue i have broken on persons hear ok so what the hell are u talking about becasue u broke davids so we are even so dont get me started with that .. and i know i am a good friend becaue if i wasnt i would hate you forever but ya im not im just gonna be ur friends and hope it will still be the same but i guess we will find out and that was nice that he showed up at practice i just wanted to spik the ball in his face but one time i through it at him and walked away noone new it was me but i laughted so hard.... and ya whast really killing me is that my best friend dosnt have any respect of my felling not trying to make u feel bad but thats what is killing me in time.... Not thinking ya i would have done the same thing no i would have thought about it before i answer the question at least even if i did say yes i would have thoought about how you would feel......... kk well it dosnt matter anymore but i can promise you if that happenes again a5re friendship is gone because that was just wrong.. kkk... but we all know well i think anyways it wont happen again... well g2g
peace
xoxoxoxx

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Re: Re: coughcough, 01-06-04 10:49pm

I know I broke David's heart before. But now I have a chance to fix it. And that's what I'll do. If I did say no to him, wouldn't I have been leading him on ?? Yeah I think so.

0x-Kristi.

And no I don't love David more then I love you. Because your a good friend. I love David in a way that you wouldn't want me to love you in. [lol] And I love David a lot !! So this means I love you a lot too.

And I can almost promise you this, It will happen to one of us again. It doesn't matter if it's between us or not. It will happen again. Get used to it.

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yer really something else., 01-06-04 3:29pm

you really confuse me. the night that you are sooo pissed at kris n rach, and kayla is out of town, i FINALLY get inivited over. i feel so fucking used by you.. like im just... yer safety or your backup or whatever. im getting involved with you and kristi because thats just your shit to deal with and i dont kno whats truly going on just a lot of confused shit going on in my head but all i do kno... is when it comes to your friendship... i feel like im the only one that really wants it... care to reply?


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Re: yer really something else., 01-06-04 6:16pm

What im not using you im not using anyone and Ya kayla was in town when i invited you over and my parents wouldnt let me have anyone over becasu ei had v ball the next day so i dont know what your talking about.... so if you dont want to be my friend then dont be its up to you but i will alwasy consider u as a friedns .. g2g peace

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Re: yer really something else., 01-06-04 6:16pm

What im not using you im not using anyone and Ya kayla was in town when i invited you over and my parents wouldnt let me have anyone over becasu ei had v ball the next day so i dont know what your talking about.... so if you dont want to be my friend then dont be its up to you but i will alwasy consider u as a friedns .. g2g peace

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Re: yer really something else., 01-06-04 6:16pm

What im not using you im not using anyone and Ya kayla was in town when i invited you over and my parents wouldnt let me have anyone over becasu ei had v ball the next day so i dont know what your talking about.... so if you dont want to be my friend then dont be its up to you but i will alwasy consider u as a friedns .. g2g peace

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yer really something else., 01-06-04 3:29pm

you really confuse me. the night that you are sooo pissed at kris n rach, and kayla is out of town, i FINALLY get inivited over. i feel so fucking used by you.. like im just... yer safety or your backup or whatever. im getting involved with you and kristi because thats just your shit to deal with and i dont kno whats truly going on just a lot of confused shit going on in my head but all i do kno... is when it comes to your friendship... i feel like im the only one that really wants it... care to reply?


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