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| r0ckmywurld (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2004 at 9:57pm | |
| Current mood: chipper Music: That thing you do~ New Found Glory Subject: Im happy. i know it. |
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| Craig just left. We went to church again. We went last sunday too. O the Catholic church. So last week was good. a nice sermon. still dont believe in God. but it was nice. kind of comforting. but this week was lame. it was a different priest and he was fn lame. he sat there and was like "it makes me soo upset when i only see one dollar bills in the donation baskets, i am sad that that is all you want to devote of yourself to Jesus, blah blah blah" Like correlating money to your devotion to Jesus. That is why the church is fucked up. Dude so somebody doesnt give a ton of money to make sure you have a SUPER house and that all the stuff in your church is fn gold. If someone believes and has faith thats enough. Why do they have to give money? The FN church is all about fear, thats why i have always hated it and tonite's mass pointed that out soo much.. i was just like HOLY shit. i was honestly cringing as he talked about it. and the really upsetting part was that he started the mass out really nicely. comparing life's craziness that clouds (religious peoples) eyes from jesus, and their religion. to the stars in the city being clouded out by light pollution and smog. then he just became really really really sucky.. ablah...... anyways.. So tomor me and Ian are going out to dinner. Im really happy because i miss him alot. he is one of my best friends. and i love him to death. we are those friends that can go forever without talking or hanging out and its still as if we hadnt in like 5 min. i love him. he is one of the people that i will be soo cautious of not loosing when i go off to college. he is a lifer. love ya babe. So an update on craig. Im soo totally in like. he makes me super happy. really. i feel wickd comfortable with him, and at the same time want to do nothing to not impress him. i want him to think im amazing. cause he is. and i know im being real cause there are things that bother me, he isnt perfect, but no one is, and i would never want anything like that. Flaws are what make us all different. this will be the corniest thing i will ever EVER write in here, cause this isnt me, but its what i feel right now. I really get lost in his eyes (i know soo cliche) i look at them and im comfortable lost and mush at the same time. i dunno im done with the corniness. ahh... friends. well its weird but it feels like i have too many and not enough time. like i just got back deanna and chris. but i feel like i havent really because i havent gotten to see them. they are my balloons really i would sink without them.(i think i stole that) i have gone through sooo much with the both of them. it makes me know that we can handle anything. one day we will be old and on a porch together. rocking chairs. and grandchildren. chris with old hockey "glory days" stories. deanna happy she isnt teaching "little brats" anymore. and me prob still blarring music. o damn. am i reminising about the future? is that possible? well besides those two. i wish me and michelle hung out more. she is one of the most kind hearted people ever. really she has one of the biggest hearts of anyone i have ever meant. she is genuinly nice. i love her. she never stops making me laugh either. whether or not she means to is a diff story lol. im hoping to see luke at least for some kind of real time before he goes back to school from break (or i could just wait and go visit? lol prop both). sean isnt going back to school. so that means i have like another best friend around. i havent seen him alot lately. i miss him. we went out the other nite. me craig him and deirdre to the movies. OH deirdre NOW THAT IS A LIFER. her mum even said so, and the immigrant is law. thats all there is to that lol. i love her to death. there are words for our friendship so i wont try. Then of course the thirds. Me SOCHER and LEHUR. i always see these guys tho. it would be hard to loose touch lol. but i think sochia is mad at me. wish i knew why. she was rude to me when i got to leahs last night so i didnt bother talking to her. yeah we deal with things in the healthy way. oh well, we will prob be fine tomor. and i miss danni. this summer was such an amazing time. amazing is the right word here. we had soo much fun. we were just being teenagers. dumb and irresponsible sometimes. but teenagers. i loved every minute. and i appreciated it. we werent unsafe. and had fun. we sat back soo many times and soaked in that those were the times. and im soo happy for that. that we could all appreciate that those were amazing moments, with amazing people. we werent trying to be all grown up. but just be us. be fun. be crazy. be wild. be. well im gonna rest for now no one is prob reading this. and im writing waaaay too much!goodnite all! later days ~*meg*~ |
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mandeR | socher in the hizzouse., 01-05-04 11:11am and you can liccck my balls cuz i got em sisterr.. i love you too meg. haha i was just in a bad mood at leahs and the game. buttt i love just not having to sit there and have a heart to heart cuz i was in a bad mood for like an hour and you happened to be there haha LOVE YOU! |
smilesideways | 01-05-04 2:02pm meg you really do rock my world.
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| mandeR | Re:, 01-05-04 8:10pm dude..being a teenager kicks ass!!! a blah. i'm gonna write a poem about it, and i don't even write poetry..:P |
| deadbeatlarry | Re: Re:, 01-06-04 3:24pm I only have one year left and I think I'm happy about it. Nothing good came out of my 18th year. |