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| musicalbabe (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2004 at :23pm | |
| Current mood: dissapointed/depressed/frustrated/unhappy Music: Into the Woods-So Happy |
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| (yes, i'm trying to save my mood by listening to into the woods...) why am i such a goddamn obsessive?? god. i hate this! melissa the hopeless romantic boy obsessor needs to figure out some stuff. like why the hell she cares so much. and why can't i just be like everone else and have other priorities? i'm such a loser. i need a life. well, MORE of a life. but seriously, does the media focus on anything BUT love?? every pop song you hear is 'oh baby i love you, i hope you want me too' or 'please baby, forgive me, i miss you so' or some crap like that. every movie seems to have SOME love motive behind it all. tv shows? name just ONE without a relationship in it. books...well, there are books without romantic subplots. but i haven't read many recently. so i guess i'll just blame the media. it's THEIR fault i'm feeling like crap right now. it's THEIR fault i can't think about anything else. life would be so much simpler without guys. or maybe just without feelings alltogether. but then life would be boring. ugh. it's all so confusing. i don't know what to think. i just want...too much. i'm a selfish bitch. (but hey, we all knew that already.) *sigh* LIFE SUCKS!! why the HELL do i care so much? *shakes fist at the world* WHY??!?!! and now for some lyrics. i love this song. it SORT OF captures my mood right now. but a lot of it is the opposite of what i'm thinking. well, anyway, the lyrics are interesting: There's A Fine, Fine Line (from Avenue Q) There’s a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend There’s a fine, fine line between reality and pretend And you never know till u reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb There’s a fine, fine line between love and waste of time There’s a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie And There’s a fine, fine line between you’re wonderful and goodbye I guess if someone doesn’t love you back it isn’t such a crime But there’s a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time And I don’t have the time to waste on you anymore I don’t think that you even know what you’re looking for For my own sanity I’ve gotta close the door and walk away There’s a fine, fine line between together and not And there’s a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got You gotta go after the things you want while you’re still in your prime There’s a fine fine, line between love and a waste of time |
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| Anonymous | Mel!, 01-06-04 2:09pm U R NOT A LOSER! hehe
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musicalbabe | Re: Mel!, 01-06-04 3:49pm thanks!! and yes, things ARE better!! like TONS!! ahhhh!! i was gonna tell you and louise as soon as i got back from being on the phone, but you had both signed off...:0( oh well, i don't blame you, it was like 10. well anyway, thanks for the support! I LOVE YOU, MOLLY!! hehe. sorry, random outburst of emotion, there...lol. see ya tomorrow! |