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| Upchuck (profile) wrote, on 11-25-2002 at 11:06am | |
| Current mood: hhmmm Music: "Whistle" The WalMart SMiley Face Subject: Life |
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| Well, I'm sitting here watching this amazingly beautiful girl play pool. Long curly hair, and just perfect. Knowing that it will never be attained. Kind of like Brenda was never attained. I thought she was exquisite too, but I just didn't have enough guts to tell her that. But somehow it's those girls that I am intimidated by. The girls who I don't think are my equal. However I have no problems with those who seem inferior to me. Intellectually at least. I mean it's a mean thing to say, but almost all of the girls that I have been close to be in a relationship with are or were intellectually inferior to me. Perhaps it's just that I don't feel intimidated by them. It's a bad statement on me at least. So she leaves work just like she left work last Sunday. Didn't say good bye, didn't say anything. I don't know if it was because she thought that I didn't want to talk to her or what but... . Honestly I don't care anymore. I haven't been eating hardly at all, sleeping even less. I make it through today and I don't have to come back until Saturday. Which means I get to sleep. So now i have to go study for a psych exam that I am destined to fail. |
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m&ms487 | 11-25-02 7:13pm ok, here it goes, I didn't think i'd have to be saying this to YOU OF ALL PEOPLE! Carpe Diem! You'll probably never see the girl again, so what's wrong with saying hi and seeing how she reacts. Every girl you see that you find attractive don't treat her that she might be your next girl friend, treat her like a person that you respect and that you want to get to know her as a friend. If you have to, think of her as a guy for goodness sake! Put yourself out there. Remember, you can't feel great pleasure, with out great pain haning in the difference. You were put in the path of risks to be challenged, not to shrink away from them. Life is suppose to be fun. SO HAVE FUN GOSH DARN IT!!! |
m&ms487 | 11-25-02 7:17pm oh, and take better care of yourself, trust me, it makes a difference on the outlook of life. and remember, 20 cookies in a day is not a sufficient source of anything except sugar and unneeded calories which will make you fat and unattractive and such! |
Brianna | 11-26-02 11:40am charlie, I agree with m&m. You should carpe diem!!!!!!! It's the quote for life. she is so right. Hugs. |