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| billyfan (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2004 at 12:53pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: blake talking next to me! Subject: hey |
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| I am cold. ya all know how Sara was sayin she is depressed and all but she really is not. i think she is tryin to be, i c'mon oh guys look at me over here i am depressed pay attention to me blah blah blah crap. i really have the the like depression disease andi have to take medication some times. Over the long break since i had no one to talk to, that knife was lookin pretty good. I cant tell wat was oin on right now bu it made me feel like shit. I remember if i even ate anything then except a small salad fo dinner because that is all b=my dad would let me have. Every one thinks i am ich because of the Fancy shit i got, but they have the same things they just did nt get them at one time. I cant tell enough times, i am so not a rich ass bich!!!! i swear we never go shopping, maybe like once ever four months we go and look at clothing stuff, head the word look. You guys always talk about the neew things you get, try and rememba a time befo christmas i did, not many hu, eception baby guini's. I dont give a fuck about life ne mo i want to die i really do! I was in the shower sitting on the bottom of it and cryin while the water hit ma face. i was cryin about things you dont know about and things ya do. I am sorry that you guys are not talkin o me but i guess that is wat ya want. Oh and ne of ya want any of the GoOsER guys email adresses tell me wich one and i'll post it fo ya! | |
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pinkdinosaur | [im not sure if i want to talk to you right now.], 01-05-04 9:12pm how can you even say that. how can you. im sitting here, and now im crying my fucking eyes out, and can barely see what keyes to pound in right now. how can you even say that courtney, how can you? that is by far the meanest thing that anyone has ever said to me. how could you. how can you even say that.
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