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Toki (profile) wrote,
on 1-5-2004 at 11:07pm
I feel like I'm gonna cry. I don't know why. Crew sucks. Everything sucks. I hate feeling jealous. Wishing I was somewhere where I wasn't and wanting to talk to someone who someone else got to spend time with. Jealous that everyone gets recongition when they deserve it except me. I hate watching phelan talk about the crewheads when I think I deserved to be up there. I hate feeling liek an idot. I can't even stack stupid wood!!! Urgh!!I I hate being selfish. I fucking hate crew. I hate Phelan. I hate myself. GAHHHR! It's onyl Monday and I already wanna just give up. this weekend needs to come faster.
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itsallpeachy13

01-05-04 11:49pm

dont be sad tricey. you know phelan doesn't really hate you; he can't, that would just be ridiculous, no one doesn't like patrice. thats just the way it is. it will get better. you know it will. and you could have stacked wood fine if youd wanted to, but they had kinda taken control already and can be kinda bossy. it just means they dont like having someone else in charge cause theyre control freaks. yeah, so. thanks for talking to me and hanging out with me. it made me not lonely. so bybye.

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Anonymous

01-07-04 12:55am

The weekend won't stop anything you idiot. Your thoughts and troubles will only haunt you even more. They'll eat you from the inside out and all you'll be left with is a pitiful shell of nothingness. Stop complaining. You're not worth it.

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