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| abydospersephone (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2004 at 11:59pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative Subject: 3:1-3 |
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| On December 29, 2003, I broke up with my boyfriend of slightly over four years. Why? Because of something he said to me. We'll call him Gamer. One night while IMing Gamer, I ran out of things to talk about. So I resorted to my question of desperation: "what're ya thinking about?" Gamer's answer was that he wouldn't answer that question, because he felt that I was trying to manipulate him with however he'd answer -- that I was like the government tapping phone lines, looking for something specific in order to control him. I don't need to put up with that kind of insult, especially after four years. Besides, it made me realize that he and I really wanted different things. He wanted a career and monetary success. And while I find those things nice and slightly beneficial, I would much rather pursue a loving and caring (and trusting) mate and perhaps have a child. That's what I want. Gamer did not want those things. Even if he had not insulted me, the relationship could not have been permanent. But all of this made me realize.... I think that I've been falling in love with Puppy for a while now. And I know that he has been in love with me for quite some time, though not acting on it because he knew I was in a relationship with Gamer. |
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andy | 04-17-04 1:08pm Your $2.00USD has been received. Thank you.
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AbydosPersephone | Re:, 04-18-04 1:21am Thank you very much. ^-^ I'm glad you agree with me about Gamer, too. |
AbydosPersephone | Re:, 04-18-04 1:21am Thank you very much. ^-^ I'm glad you agree with me about Gamer, too. |