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blacktears844 (profile) wrote,
on 1-6-2004 at 5:24pm
I have been having this terrible deja vu all day...like I was reliving my childhood or something. I dont know....when it gets a certain kind of weather outside..kind of gloomy, still light, but no sun...I get this terrible deja vu like I am still young and sitting in my room listening to all this music and stuff and it's nuts. I'm not making any sense. It's a really strange feeling. I just feel so...so dead today...like I'm living in some sort of a hallucination or something. I don't know....I've been having some strange feelings today.
I wish I wasn't so jealous and in need of attention so much. Sometimes I wish that everyone would just leave me alone....and now I am in need of such constant attention. Oh well. I guess this is "growing up". Or at least that's what my mom tells me when I try to tell her these things.
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Angel_Bob

01-06-04 5:37pm

I've had one of those days. They're kinda freaky.

Just go read or lie down or eat.

Love ya.

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