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| cutie2187 (profile) wrote, on 1-7-2004 at 3:58pm | |
| Current mood: unbelivablely horrible Subject: FUCK OFF!!! |
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| Look at my horoscope:: Something just doesn't feel right. It's hard to put your finger on, but you know it's not working out. Listen to yourself on this one. Don't drag things out. Take immediate action and be done with it. okay...anywho...fuck fuck fuck...thats all i can say...im so frustarated...today was actually a good day other than the issues...ill explain when im done with school stuff..well in all my classes i understand the actual lesson...its really good to come back and understand...i might do better this semester...we will see...arg i have a complete outline due tomororw thats long for my ap class...i hate it...as soon as i go back i already have work due plus more...my lips are chapped...hmm i need my lip gloss...i hate the weather...i hate how its hot one day and cold the next...i get sick like this...this is how i was sick all x-mas break...it was gay as hell...wow i just got mail...i got two more university thingys...gosh they are gay...i want to hear from universities i want to go to but w.e...i guess im not wanted there...oh wellz...im not wanted anywhere...today i yelled at matt twice...man I HATE HIM...this morning he kept spitting and burping on purpose out of boredom or something and i started yellin at him to stop and have courtesy for us...then he wouldnt stop so i relocated our group...then at lunch i was explainin something to mike and crystal..ill tell what in a min...i yelled at him to get out of our business...he is soo annnoying...he wont listen to anyone...arg....anywho now to the issues...the main one is caused by my sis and mike...i have no isses of them goin out...but i do have issues on how my sister is acting...she already has skipped class to see him...they make out everywhere...she has been late to her classes because of him...she changes things about herself so she doesnt look bad and so that he will still like her...also now since she found someone she thinks hmmm donna needs to find someone now since i have someone...she fuckin advertises (sp) me to guys like im some pathetic loser...im sorry i dont need help in that field...cause i want no one...that simple...damn it...arg....fuck...i hate this...then when i got home my dog is sick...he is like hmm 12 years old and i had him since i was like 4...so he means a lot to me...i dont know anything anymore...im soo frustarated...oh yea...then jessica is tryin to get me in everything...i dont want to get into the crystal and mike thing...i had enough of them...i just dont care anymore...fuck...im think im goin to takl to my mom about things cause it seems that the only way my sis will straighten up...i dont know...its just soo fuckin annoying...im even goin to refuse to go out anywhere...i dont care if im stuck in this house forever as long as my sis is not out there...another thing...my sister asks me all the time why people think she is a slut or a hoe...or why am i gettin late soo much and why am i gettin detention...and why does she do bad in school...she blames everyone else but herself for those things....its her fuckin fault...she is way too fuckin obsessed with guys and her social shit that she doesnt care about anything else but that and herself...wow...my cat is driving me nuts again...arg i better go start on hw...so ill talk you guys later...bye bye.... A friend told me about this song...and i liked the lyrics...THANX... by Something I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but i'm slipping inbetween you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and your restless, and i'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that you're alone and i'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that i could take you there but dammit you're so young well i don't think i care and if i hurt you then i'm sorry please don't think that this was easy then you bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone and i'm dreaming in your living room but we don't have much room to live and konstantine is walking down the stairs doesn't she look good standing in her underwear and i was thinking what i was thinking we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere my Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair and i've been thinking it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because i can spell konfusion with a k and i like it it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star I'm not your star isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes and live with what i did to you and all the hell I put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 and now you want to talk it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do no they'll never hurt you like i do no, no, no no no no no no this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey you know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things i did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my Konstantine spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and i said did you know i missed you? [x7] oh god i miss you and then you bring me home and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no and you'll kiss me in your living room i know you'll miss me in your living room cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room we don't have much room i said does anybody need that room? because we all need a little more room to live my Konstantine |
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suicidalpunk | 01-07-04 4:18pm i hope things get better my love |
cutie2187 | Re:, 01-07-04 4:44pm hehe they will they will... |
deathscythe7589 | 01-07-04 4:53pm tell your sis i said this, "dont blame use, blame yourself or God" and tell her to stop sucking it |
cutie2187 | Re:, 01-07-04 5:00pm hehe i will |
| Anonymous | 01-07-04 10:48pm i thought it was coincidence that me and you had the same song on our minds... till i saw that a freidn recamended it *ahem* me, catman... so then i remembered everyone is out to get me and that this is in fact like the greatest song ever... |
Anonymous | Re:, 01-07-04 10:52pm friend* recomended* ... beyond that... forget it |
cutie2187 | Re:, 01-08-04 6:21am no one is out to get you...stop being paranoid..hehe |
Anonymous | Re:, 01-08-04 6:16pm we're all out to get you |
| Anonymous | 01-09-04 2:25am and its by "Something Corporate" not just "something" lol |