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| Iron-Cipher (profile) wrote, on 1-8-2004 at 3:02pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: Gone- SwitchFoot Subject: Is it Wrong |
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| So I took a "Personal Day" today. It's wierd, I wasn't tired or anything I just woke up and didn't feel like dealing with crap at school, or anything, I needed time to think. So then I started to think, Is it wrong to care so much about somebody that your day can be made or broke by what she says? The fact that the fear of being replaced overcomes all the courage you have and your mind seems to shut down, frozen on that one thought, and your legs can't run you fast enough to get you away from this place. And Like a willing prisoner you sit there in love with the bars that seems to creep a little closer each day, untill the pressure seems to build up and your lungs can't even find the will to pull in another breath, and you can't do anything because your stuck here, your heart won't move, it's trapped in this place and no matter what I do you still mean everything to me, even if I don't want you to... I can't help but love you. Then I look back at all the stress and pain that happens each day and it makes it all worth it to see that smile one more time. I propose a question to you that are my friends, Is it wrong to feel this way for somebody, and two how do i make it stop? I hurt so much when i remember that the feeling isn't mutual. I geuss you were right Ben, a person with three first names is going to be the end of me. |
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Angel_Bob | 01-08-04 3:37pm Smurfing smurfs, child. Didn't you just have a snow day yesterday?
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