11-27-02 8:00pm

:( oh, poor baby... you know we love you... please don't do anything like that...

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Re:, 11-27-02 8:57pm

yes tony i agree with jessa...if it helps any (which it prolly dosent) i still love you and i dont want you to do anything like that..

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11-27-02 9:13pm

tony we do love you. Especially some one that i have 4th hour with. Don't hurt yourself. cuz it hurts us too.

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tony..., 11-27-02 10:36pm

hay dont do anything stupid...you have too many friends to do that! And if its not mine or Brads fault try telling everyone else that and get them off our backs...(and jsut so you guys all no, i didnt meen that in a mean way) So dont go and do something you will regret


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11-27-02 10:53pm

hey. i can't stop you from anything you do. but slitting your wrists isn't going to help your cause any.

there are better ways to escape. and sometimes it's better not to escape. sometimes you can't run and hide from what's happening. it's harder to face it, but you're better off in the long run.

i've cut myself.
just to watch myself bleed.

and you know what? it didn't help anything. all i have to show for it is a few scars. it didn't make anything easier. it didn't make the feelings go away.

and it's not going to make your feelings go away either.

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Re:, 11-28-02 8:43am

listen to what chris has to say..cause its true!

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Re: Re:, 11-28-02 11:40am

for real dude..its not gonna help any..believe me...ive been there.

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11-28-02 4:03pm

WTF!!! Tony- don't be doing crap like that.... It hurts me to even read tht your thinking about it... Do you know how hurt i'd be if you were to do that? You could kill yourself, and then i'd be very very very hurt... I've already lost my grandpa not even 3 months ago, I don't need you to go too... I'm here for you, as I've said MANY times... all you need to do is pick up the phone. You have tons of friends who love you... all you would be doing is hurting them, not helping....


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11-29-02 1:53pm

hey, tony dont blame yourself its not your fault. If its anybodys it mine and brads for fighting. It not yours it has never been yours. So dont do anything like that. K I love u. Dont do anything like that.

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11-30-02 12:38pm

tony.. you damn well this all isnt your fault. for once i almost agree with mindy, it was our fault. even if it was your fault which its not its not something bad enough to go and kill yourself over. you know you have too many people that care about you. now me on the other hand, i know i wont kill myself but more people would care about you than they would me. i bet most people wouldnt even shed a tear. like mindy im sure she would dance on my fuckin grave. just remember tony, people will actually remember you...

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11-30-02 6:32pm

Brad I would never dance on your grave. We may not be getting along right now. But I dont want to see anybody get hurt or die. I would probally even cry if u died. I would feel really bad and blame myself. Then I would committ sucide too.

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Re:, 11-30-02 11:18pm

well mindy..i never really expected you to say anything like that. if you think about it this whole thing is just about the stupidest thing in the whole world. none of this was worth losing any friend over at all. i know i may seem like the biggest asshole at times but thats only when someone really pisses me off. but if you get along with me and you dont try to do anything to make my life worse then i can be a good person. i know most of you think im like the worlds biggest prick ever but if everyone would have just minded their own business and let me and tony talk about thinkgs in the first place then none of this would have happend. if me and tony ever really had a chance to sit down and talk about what he had a problem with then im sure we could have come up with some kind of compromise and no one would of had to get involved and start pissing eachother off. but im sure with time things will heal...maybe. i still dont know what everyone is thinking about this. i wish i did...maybe sometime soon..maybe...things will go back to the way they used to be. maybe we will all be friends and make a pact. a pact like if someone has something to say to one another then tell them alone and to their face that way their wont be an open conflict. but this is only if things went back to the way they used to be which was alot better than it is now. life is kinda hell right at this point but im sure everyone is doing just fine without me in their lives. i dont know how much of an impact i made on anyones lives but from what ive seen it wasnt much..i mean you all so easily gave me up..and it hurt. but anyway im gonna get going. bye.

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Re:, 11-30-02 11:19pm

well mindy..i never really expected you to say anything like that. if you think about it this whole thing is just about the stupidest thing in the whole world. none of this was worth losing any friend over at all. i know i may seem like the biggest asshole at times but thats only when someone really pisses me off. but if you get along with me and you dont try to do anything to make my life worse then i can be a good person. i know most of you think im like the worlds biggest prick ever but if everyone would have just minded their own business and let me and tony talk about thinkgs in the first place then none of this would have happend. if me and tony ever really had a chance to sit down and talk about what he had a problem with then im sure we could have come up with some kind of compromise and no one would of had to get involved and start pissing eachother off. but im sure with time things will heal...maybe. i still dont know what everyone is thinking about this. i wish i did...maybe sometime soon..maybe...things will go back to the way they used to be. maybe we will all be friends and make a pact. a pact like if someone has something to say to one another then tell them alone and to their face that way their wont be an open conflict. but this is only if things went back to the way they used to be which was alot better than it is now. life is kinda hell right at this point but im sure everyone is doing just fine without me in their lives. i dont know how much of an impact i made on anyones lives but from what ive seen it wasnt much..i mean you all so easily gave me up..and it hurt. but anyway im gonna get going. bye.

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lol.....you guys, 12-01-02 12:19am

hahahah go tony....what you guys cant tell that its soooo obvoiusly true that hes lying about all of that....lol.....i wounder where your brains go some times...

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12-01-02 12:23am

everyone knows tony wouldnt ever do anything like that anyway. i pretty much ignore it now because its bullshit.

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life, 12-03-02 9:49pm

life is a crazy horror/comedy movie starring the world population

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12-03-02 11:18pm

whatever...fruitcake...

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Re: life, 12-04-02 10:47am

you forgot the porno part

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12-12-02 11:57am

hay you got emily now so you should be happy bro!!!!


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