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SnOwFlAkEa4 (profile) wrote, on 1-9-2004 at :54pm | |
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past 2 days weree SO bad but today was really good.. i mean yeah i ws sad about mariah killing herself... actually i was and am really sad and the fact it was exactly a year after brittany died in a car accedent... i was so sad and i miss them both.. jess said either me or her should commit suicide next year i dont want to bc i know what the people that love you and care about you feel and its not good at all and i dont want anyone to go through that... after yesterday i am never going to put a knife to my wrist that chnged my outlook and that is hurtful that i had to learn that like this!! ok anyway today was fun bc i went to school had a 1/2 day and wow it was just fun bc joy came over and we were hyper and went to the movies dressed as wierdos and i cant believe i went through with that but hey your only young once so take chances... why not?? at the movies we met nikki cynthia lorri and loris friend and we saw chasing liberty!!! it was fun and joy fell asleep and cynthia was throwing skittles well than we went around and came home and joy is sleeping over!!! TODAY WAS GREAT AND I LOVE JOY AND NIKKI AND CYNTHIA AND OF COURSE LAUREN!! THEY ARE SO AWESOME! JOY LOVES BEEF JERKEY even though i think it is nasty!!! lol bye bye mwaaaaaaa | |
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Anonymous | 01-10-04 4:00pm i know its bad. However you need to stay strong and remember everyone who loves you. Lisa, you had a very hard life i can say that because i knoew you all your life and i know everything and i have seen everything that has happened to you, and alot of people know that also, even thoguh some continue to instigate and assume you have a perfect life. What you told me a few nights ago (that you supress your emotions towards others) made me think, you are growing up Lisa Valerie and i am proid of how you put others before you. i know and mabey others know that you havent had the best life and the recent events you encountered is something that you dont need to add to all the drama and i am sorry. However, your mom and i were discussing everything and we come to realize that you did this your whole life since age 3, when everything started and you continue to always hope for the best and stay strong. and we are very proud of you. i love you and so do your parents and friends, and i am always here for you through it all
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snowflakea4 | Re:, 01-15-04 8:56pm thanks manda.. for always supporting me and caring and stuff and i want you to know im here too for you i love you soo much mwaaaa |