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| chuckitatthewall (profile) wrote, on 1-10-2004 at 1:24pm | |
| highschool tests r coming up in 2 weeks and i realized that i'm not very prepared. so many people r applying to the school i'm wondering if i'm gonna get it now. i deffinately dont want to pres cause its to preppy and i strongly despise preps more than any other "type" of person. well actually its kind of a tie between preps and those who dont try at all. because i'm on the subject of people who dont try i would like to share with u a poem i wrote last night. its called: Sarah You are so dumb with much potential to do more After hearing 500 x's about "guy sightings" conversations with you are such a bore. It seems like "chicken" and "hot guy" are the only words you know I would so love to make you smart and your brain grow You really are hopeless, that is no lie! By an abusive boyfriend is probably how you'll die The teacher doesn't flunk you because they hate you, Dumbass If you put effort into your work maybe you'd pass I'm tired of you blaming your problems on others around Sometimes it's your fault is what I have found Even if you use a little common sense you'll go far And perhaps you'll get a little over par Try harder and talk like a smart person is all that I ask It is really that difficult of a task? that was mostly directed at sarah and stephanie but lynn a little. it just pisses me off they r so stupid and dont try AT ALL! also i think that they r not real friends cause maybe its just me but true friends dont talk behind eachothers back. the worst thing that they ever did was this thing they called the "slam book" aka make fun of people and put them down. so they would have that book and write in it and then give it to the next person every night. stephanie, who was involved with this book, told me that my name was mentioned in it as well as louise. yes, this was sometime last year but it still hurts that they would do that. the way that i found out about this "slam book" was when sarah (figures it would be her) had it after school and i asked her about it but she would not tell me what it is. naturally i knew that if she wouldnt tell me about it then it wasnt good. DO THEY HAVE NO HEARTS??? apparently not. she fucking sat in my car with that book and wouldnt tell me about it! just thinking about it right now makes me want to go beat the shit out of her and the rest of them. i cant wait untill i graduate so i can be done with them and not be afraid my "friends" hate me and make fun of me behind my back. thats one of the worst feelings ever. so now i'm just gonna say it: i no longer consider them "good" friends. they r just people i talk to at school and when sarah pesters me on the weekends. >:( (i'm not very good with the smiles) i think that they just cant accept that maybe they r'nt the best CAUSE THEY R THE FUCKIN WORST! all of them need to be pounded into the ground! the only things they care about are guys and that nasty rap that talks about fucking and only fucking. i hate that type of rap cause some rap is okay but its all these big fat nasty "pimps" and their sickass girls who walk around in practically nothing all day (at least in the videos). i know that guys like to see women like that but its everywhere and it pisses me off. let me describe sarah's outward appearence to u and then tell u what she says and does. ok she is about 5'4, acne on tan skin which is gross. she is fat. there is no way around it. her belly sticks out. her arms r bigger than average. she also has bigass sick boobs that make me want to puke. so now i'll tell u what she says and does. ok so at dances with other schools and even at school she does this thing where she kinda like "picks up" her boobs and lets them drop. it is so revolting! she dresses like a slut- low cut shirts, shorts up to her butt (which is fat and disgusting) and she puts this ugly cover up on to hide her acne but its like orange and shes a browner color. gross thing number 2: so at our school we wear uniforms. girls have the choice of a skirt, shorts or pants. she wears the skirt and at lunch and recess and stuff after they ditch me louise and jessica they go to the middle of the yard and she ALWAYS pulls her skirt up higher and higher like it isnt high enough before she adjusts it! and then her and stephanie do this thing with there leg where they stick it out as far as it will go and then they flip their hair. so now to what she says. ok so i'm not fat, i have fat on me but everyone does. there is a difference between having fat and being fat. so anyway i went to the doctor and they weighed me and they said i weighed 114 about 6 months ago. since then i've grown and stuff and eaten so over a period of time i gained some weight so now i weigh somewhere around 117 or 118. let me tell u she is not as small as me. she is taller, her belly sticks out further and in general she is a bigger girl. she told me she thinks she weighs 120! that would be impossible. even we looked the exact same except she was taller she would weigh more. so for to think that she only weighs 120 pounds is unrealistic. everyone knows that she weighs at least 130. in that little thing i said up there i wasnt trying to be conceided but i was comparing me to her cause my size and what she says she is is similar. so then she eats and eats. she wants a potatoe chip she has one or 2 or 3. her life style isnt healthy. so she also wears all these revealing clothes that just make her look disgusting. she also says "well i'm the skinniest one in my house" which, sorry to be mean, isnt really all that hard to do. fat people who wont admit it make me furious. i'm done being pissed. there is nothing i can do to change it. |
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LoupGarou | 01-10-04 5:25pm I don't remember a "slam book"! Was I mentioned in it? I don't know how they can DO stuff like that. I mean, everyone talks about people every once in a while, but they don't write about people in a book and pass it around just so they can have a laugh! I mean, they aren't perfect either. And, I weigh 130 and I'm the same height as Sarah. so it isn't possible that she weighs 120, because I'm not that big. I'm not saying I'm totally freaking skinny, but I'm about the same if not a little more than you, right?
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